so everyone keeps telling me that i won tget to  marry or even date that great tall,  thinish, blond blueeyed guy who is amazing… and actually loves me for real…. that next lifetime i will get to have a much better expereince from teh age of 35 and beyond…  so in my next lifetime… or maybe if God is a  wonderful God.. one who actually really does know me.. who knows my likes, my wants, my wishes.. and my dreams… maybe he will also knwo that it woudl have been so fun if on today.. halloween.. even  though it is my worst favorite holliday.. ( cant do scary… i mean i really can’t do scarey… ..but next ime.. wheni have that great husband… we may even carve a pumpkin… and  decorate the house… and  our littel girls.. or blond children… will get o get dressed up….  something really unique… an funny.. and clever… and if we take the girls out.. for trick or treating…  it will of course be safe… and fun… adn allthe candy…HA!…. then when  halloween is over.. the really great holidays willstart.. i jsut love thanks giving..and christmas ..my altime favorite… ( hey jsut a thought  maybe this year God will bless me with  that multimillion dollar powerball or lottery ticket…powerball …. already up to $240 some million …..  yep that must be it..  after all this hell… it will  be by this christmas… when all my wishes and dreams will come true..I guess ….probably  except my  dating or marryng that pince charming..HA!… or shall we say gingerbreadman…  with all the icing.. and decorations.. and he will be absolutely great…. GOD I HOPE SO>>>>   
   

So this morning i had a call  at  9:33am with a person who wanted to bring me over a halloween card form Gloria fletcher… that somehow had gotten into her box instead of mine.. Humm.. so it is a felony to tamper with mail right?  still a felony right? 

Since i had a  call I was expecting at 11:30…. i told  them to not  bother coming over…i did ask about having a copy of the paperwork that was sent to David A. Surprant so i coudl have it for my records… it was inforation on how much money my mom gave me over the years… it was the bank  routing number and bank muber of my bank account.. it was
 
i was on the call from 11:00am – 1:30pm… a woman  from canada who is similar to a  motivitaional speaker…..

then i read the  wallstreet journal and  saw that there was news on saudi arabia…. about a new ruler…  so i called my mom to see if she had  taked to  manuria ( a freind of her’s that still lives in saudi)  I was wondering if  the  new ruler …. is he was really consertative as oen article  said.. or if he would be  more liberal… oenarticel mentioned something about woman driving… and then it made me thnk iof oil prices… and of what the futures of oil might be….. anyway…. I got a cll froma caller id of ( 2666-6687)….. not enough numbers for a real phone number… and  guess what the perosn on the other end of the phone only had bad news… 

bully girls who want  me to look bad… what a shocker… ther was a really nice couple wearing black and white matchign outfits that were waliing on the golf course…  bet they  have a really cute son some of these bully girls want to  get to know… right? These bully girls who ar not my friends and family… who pruposely wnt ot mention horrid experinces.. and  who tell me i am not smart…  of wait that was someone i was just  speakign to this afternoon… teh mary jean ziska is not smart.. coment under ther breath…  but  I think  that guy actully likes thae familyl in pine ridge…  with a 22 or 24 year old daughter… and a younger  asian adopted daughter.. i babysat for them… at one point  in time. watch this movei about a monster house.. with this charcter DJ and this white blond mean and bossy girl .. cant remember the reat of the movie… or the sitign job other than  they  wanted my life to be really small..  and  weren’t  freinds….
anyway…. .


so  these people on the phone…  wanted to  tell me at 2:49 and at 2:50 that kelly  who is a paralegal said that a motion was filed by the  lawyer  from the HOA people… to get a guardian… on my behalf…  and the “person ”  on  the  phone wanted me to believe that additonal funds were being added to an already filed  paperwork… not possible to do.. once it is filed..  it is filed… you nedto fiel an admendent of some sort… so it is all  more lies…. also  that the litton loan  is not dismissed… but that everything legally done in the court is not valid????and i have to go by what this perosn on teh phone is tellin g me is true…. or what kelly  the paralegal    says is the  truth.. and is binding in the state of florida… WHAT????
 
Even when they had sent some paper work in the mail….( it was a fake motion that was not filed.. that was full of lies… and when one lawyer showed up in court…adn had the paperwork in her hand…. and  it read that a copy had been sent ot my lawyer. and to my  mom and to my mom’s lawyer… it was all a bunch of lies… and had never been sent to any of the lawyers.. but had been sent ot me to scare me and to bully me…     and it was not even  a filed motion..  but it was  a whole bunch of lies meant to harass me ..to threaten me and the scare me.. all the contents… were  false… … but for somereason…  someone thinks they are above the law..  and that  whatever some bully girl/baysitter…. or whoever  says over the phone is suposed to be the truth… that is they put a piece o fmail in my milbox .. that it is true… and that i have to deal with all the concequences….of all their lies… allthe damage they do…    WHAT THE HELL? 

I immediatedly called my lawer ( john cardillo…) and left a message with nichole to tell him that  this “woman/person ”   on the  phone is tryng to make me believe that  he and the HOA  lawyers ( opposing sides) .. are working together….. filing papers.. I mentioned to her… that would  definately be a conflict of interest.. and would  be unethical.. and  john would  know better than to do anythng like that… right??????  HELL….. he could  be disbarred .. and  over what?…. one condo and one guardianship case…  There is noooo way he would do anything like that… but i wanted nichole to know that the bully girls are up to their old tricks again… John  is way too smart…. and i feel so manipulated .. i got used again… by a bunch of bully girls who wanted  to upset me….  must be a really good looking and wealthy guy they are trying ot impress…. this time.. so they need to ruin my life all over again…. usually they will try to make me cry… or harm my reputation in some way…. so they look good..or at least better i mean who woudl want ot date soeon ewho had to go thorugh alltheis horrible stuff… hell i dont wnat to go thoruh any of this..and i have had to deal with these scumy people for almsot 10 years… …. 

 Gosh it is  really easier somedays to not answer the phone.. let alone go out side.. no wonder I  get sooo damm anxious….and upset.. with allthe bulling..and the lies.. and  these people who are not helping at all to make my life one bit better… is it another idenity thief?….When i went to  my apointment on fri.  there were some really nice looking people headed into the strand…. as i was leaving…  

 Anyway… ….   Ihope i was able to trust the perosn i gave my banking information… who was mailin g it to the ssi ofice… and i will need to make sure the  bank is aware of all that is goign on..managers and all…  incase other duplicate cards  show up… or my accounts start haivn issues… jsut  so that they cannot steal any money from my accounts…
I hate having to  have to be soo overly prepared… jsut because a gorup of scummy criminals.. got a hold of my life.. and ruined everything…..   

and gosh… what else do i need to be made aware of… haven’t i been through enough????? 
 guess not to someoen … since I am getting lied  to again to get me upset.. in hopes that i will cry or lose it… ..guess it still gives these idiots a thrill.. to manipulate a life.. to get a girel upset… to see a girl cry… what real man actually does that?… what normal  girl actully does that?  None  that i ever met…  

Ugg.. i’ve had to deal with all these  scum bags for soo many years.. i’ts hard to ever remember when life was nice and simple and great and fun and happy and sweet… 

I also  told( the perosn on the  phone call  from  some wierd number( 2666-6687)…. when it is supposed to be 239-598-1515) her that the HOA  lawyer  had been thrown
out of the court… by the judge… when she had wanted  to know if she could  file guardianship papers….  that the two cases are separate… and not interchangeable.. and everything is still pending….  and the last bit of information  is a court case continued status… filed on 9/12/2011……   
   
 When   I  went to the clerk of courts website… no such motion was filed… and no additonal anything  had been filed… everything is pending.. and it is goign to be a really long process… 

the last  part of my life that has been ruined (for this week anyway)  is the filing of  social secuirty  paperwork .. it was sent  supposedly today and  fri.  I have spoken to verious people on the phone an d everyone has a different story… i had  oen perosn  ( supposedly my  mom  who said they had worked onteh paperwork all  fri and put it in the mail…. ) then another  person   said that they had just put all the paprerwork in the mail today…. and yet another person  said they drove to the office and  put the paperwork in the slot… WHAT IS TRUE???????  and  David A Surprenant  will be receiving everything by the end of this week… he said that it will take only a week for him to process everything and  then it will be finished.   We met with him on Fri. October 28th 2011 @ 11:00am.   He had a bunch of  questions  for me to answer  and wanted more paperwork  filled out and sent back to him. He aslso wanted  my checking and routing number from my checking account so that  everything can be finalized and set up for automatic deposit.  I didnt have that information on me so when i got home i went  to my bank and  was able to  get  papers( from Christina)   to establish an automatic deposit…. after these past years.. i am tryign to make sur eteh y somehow dont steal anything again… i am  jsut one perosn  and these criminals.. they  think so deviously… i can never seem to thnk faster thatn the m or like them..  i cna tcome up with allthe sceems they have pulled… to steal all sorts of things… like  who woudl ever think to steal  baysittig jobs by hacking into  a perosn’s voice mail.. or to steal birthday presents…  or to steal cards.. or to steal  everything… or anything… like a kacki  cashmire sweater…. or pictures.. or all the things they have stolen…  and ruined… who would have ever thought such scum existed…   



( On saturday  October  29th  2011 i went out of my  home again.. iwnet to pick up my  DVD ( The Prince and Me) i had loaned  to  Chris  and get some lotto tickets… ( hoping miracles will somehow happen…. like that huge financial miracle and pritection from harm… ) and went to st johns to say my st. jude novena.. nad then by my mom’s house… she and my aunt fran had goen to tehe ritz to have hordiervesand a nice glass  of wine and some  deserts…  she gave me the deserts…to take  home… and i brought her over some scones that she had liked  when she was last over at my condo…  YUMMM ….  anyway while i was there she photocopied the  bank paperwork and told  me she woudl mail it all tomorrow…  which is today…  

Since i have soo many scummy women who seem to not have my best interest at heart…   and who  still seem to enjoy  harming my reputation.. and making me look  bad or worse yet go through worse expereinces… i ‘d  better check on everyting.. Sheesh… what a waste of a perfectly great life…  

 

Dear Aunt Fran:    October 2011
Thank you for  the lovely flowers and for the t-shirt from the Ritz and the  Scarf and the curtains in the Saks fifth  avenue bag. 

. i was given every advantage and i didn’t do anythng wrogn except   trust the wrogn people… and  they took advantge of my innocence.. my nature.. and my  life and i am terrified thy have taken advantage of all my family , freinds and  anyoen else associted with me… to use and abuse as much as they have harmed my life…   

Hey, I  just  logged onto my website to write in the  blog… and i just  got a pop up saying something about my website not having all encrypted pages… it used to say that  that it was a secure site.. and  i don’t remember ever seeing any of this before….  Sheesh.. now what?

Why did they lie to me? ..why did they have to manipulate and   use the  qualities of trust .. and the fact that i loved my family and loved   God and loved my life.. and  all the hopes and dreams i had… using allof it  to  benefit  themselves?…  and ruined my life in the process… what a waste.. what a shame .. 

 I received an email for a lifetime theta orgainization  I spoke with a representtion on the phone concerning this email… the organization has a one time fee that will provide dues for  your  life to kappa alpha theta.. she told me that the normal dues for kappa alpha theta ……would be around 
$15.00 a year…  I don’t know if she meant  alumani dues as well as  dues when we were active and on campus… or if there are different prices for different areas in the world… but i do know  that i pay 40 dollars each year for my dues here in naples… for the alumani association…. so i jsut wanted to put this in  the blog.. to remind me to check on the actual dues….  adn the cost for kappa alpha theta… 

   

 So what does it feel like to have someone tell you “they liked  how you behaved”???? or worse yet that they didnt like hwo yoru behaved… as if you were a child.. or their possession..or beign a perosn directed by this control freak…… 

So what does it feel like  to have someont  tell you they  “liked” how you behaved….  or to “not talk”….. and tehn when you start  talking…  about your  feelings orantig  that is not on  ther agenda…. then yoru are asked to stop talking…  not talk about whats on yoru mind… and not to be able to tell someon when something  bothers you… or when their behavior  ” displeases” you ….. 

I am not a pet dog… i am a real person. …..who is not some freaky trained animal to ” “behave” I dont sit on command.. or walk on command… … or heel at an owners feet…. I don’t jsut  sit there when one perons is allowed to talk “AT” me … as if i am a prop…. or a plant… or some other inadiment object…. to no tbe allowed to say anthing… and while you are not allowed to say anything…. or have nay real input int a real conversation…. or what the hell.. it doesn’t  matter what you say…  or what i say… because its liek some freak show where the toher peroson is actully taking under ther breath… and not at all contributing  to a genuine converstion… wierd comments that dont evne correspond with a normal  adn real genuine discussion or conversation.. and then to hav that person tell you as if they are a director.. or God or some puppet master…  they have th gall to tell you they liked how you behaved… or that tehy didnt liek how you bahaved…  adn to give  you some sort of  consequences as to the  action they will tak e dependign on yoru behavior… threats actually…. teh  use of fear and contol…. ( ask karen kahle hwo it works… she is really good at it… infact she is a phycology major … she must knw exactly how to push buttons an dto harm lives… to psychologically brutialize and torture people  hell she ‘s been doin it to my life sin i met her… in 2005….. but they most peole  dotn get the joy and pleaser outof seing  girls cry… its takes a really demented and horrid person to do suh thngs….  
While   

 I’m terrified that all this manipulation… the changing of appointments.. the waking me up to take a bully call ( that was today….)… the harm to my car.. or to my life in sooo many ways…trying to say or make it look like i speak spanish… or that i didn’t  have a great family.. or everything these criminals have done ….  why???? hwo much does this imposter actually get by ruinin gmy life and posing  as me…. the  fmaily who helps me…  is it worth my christmas presents.. or my  birthday presents???? scaring me  or scarring me… who woudl actually do such a thing… is it to make sure they have a guy???? or all my wishes…  and how many  people are really in  on the criminal activity… its not something that is done alone…  it takes more than oen person to pull off such an elaborate and  criminal con for sooo long… how  much have they stolen from my family… from my freinds.. from everyone????? and why ddint anyone stop it???????????? 

when myh aunt i spoke with lst nigh ttold me that i didnt need to worry anymore… tha teverything will  be alright… i actuallythought thatperhaps she was the hero i was looking for.. the savior who would  make sure that nothing else bad happens to me…    but then this mornign … the bully on the phone.. and then under her breath… telling  me that  she was ready to go… that her perting gilft was to make me cry….  was seh some girl impersonating me… my  mother.. or who??? what idenity did this thief steal… for at least a month… enogh tie to steal soe of my real friends…. or people who coudl really help…. who could protect me from criminals… … this person fred who was visiting.. it was as if each and every time there was a great family or group of golfers that drove by…. he woudl  try to hug me… or kiss my hand… did these people thnk i was dating  him??? or that i was alright…adn had someone protecting me…  or worse yet…  that i wasnt even me???????? then what  if it wasnt me… tehn the girl stealing my life… she gets teh finanial help.. the new furniture.. the clothing… and even the mercedes fixed…. and i  am left to nto only still fix everything that was already broken.. but even more things that have been broken…like the garage door…( which i was told was goign to cost an additonal $120.00 Did it only take  two month sto ruin my life to make sur soem girl got hers made better… and if so then for that month was i surrounded by the poeple who wnat her life to be better????? when they said they were here to help me… did they mean it???? or when they said that they wanted me to be happy.. or to have my dreams.. or even to have evrything fixed… did they mean it… when they said they woudl help me  and save my home…  did they mean it.. or was it jsut wasting time  so they coudl  allow others to harm my life…  wehne this mornign after i had ried….. a lot… when fred said he knew i was the real mary jean …  did he even mean it????? adn by proving who i am  will that ever get me th life i was supposed to have back?????? 

Even Jewles… the guard at eh guard gate had one time told me that he saw my “twin”  coming into   the gate… I dont have twin… i have a sister born 4 yeaers after me who was born on my birthday.. but none at the  same time in the same hospital….   with my same DNA…… that person woud  be an idenity thief….  Imean does she haver the same mole on my cheek? or the one by my eye… or the birthmark on my uppr left arm???  will her blood /DNA be that of my real family?  

I acctually had this guy talkign under his breath…saying … OH yoru good… yoru really good… ( good at what impersonating … and lowering my standard of living… or  fo stealin g???? of tryng to con  scott..renshaw.. or anyone else in my family….  or someone  else that i dont even know.. that they are me?????    

Who is allowing all of this???? and how the hell do i  prove that these criminals are still up to their same old tricks??????….adn how do i Stop it!!!!  HELP!!!!!  

      

  So a horrible day with a horrible fake mom on the phone…
When i told her i woudl write everything on my blog.. ( my search for jsutice.com) guess what? my computer service was mysteriouslly not working.. at 2:36pm

Of course if was workin gwhen i used it to callteh ste attorneys offi and leave amessage concerning getting the idenity theft plice report and it was working whe i called to speak with Scott renshaw.. and it was working when i called to get directions on how to  remove and replace the guest bedroom /bathroom fan….  

but most importantly it was working when i had the bully/ fake mom from hell on the phone.. 

The freak  actually knew tht i spoke with a gentleman for 39 minutes ….. hwoteh hell woudl they know th exact amount of time  i was speking with anyone????? Its teh same criminals /bullies/Thugs…. girsl or boys… who not only get a kick outof breaking me an my life.. but get a thrill form stealing businesses… from impersonating people….. and for lying cheating and stealing form me….  saem people who have been manipulating my lifie…  adn not allowed meth efreedomm to acctully be a real authentic perosn who doenswt fit into ther freak show… or int osome little box… sho actully has many talents and many dreams.. who can actully do a lotof things well ….. and honestly had som e amazing freinds… and a really  nice loving family….. who wasn’t  poor…or stupid… or any of the things these freaks want me to be….  
 
honestly i cant waitto be dead so i can actully not ever be bullied agian.. not ever hve anyone screw up my life… andi will get to see my genuine freinds.. and family who really  know me.. and love me….   now dont go and freak out hnking i am going to kilmy self.. i am not… i am jsut wishing that i had never  ever met any criinals… or idiots who have manipulated y life.. who picked me and my family as a mark to use and abuse…. to steal from and  if i could go back.. i dotn think i woudl have ever come bak to naples … i woudl have stayed in france when i was 19…..  i was safe form criminals.. had genuine friends… or wait i had a safe and fun time  in college… and even  many  years after …..  its all the fault of a group of really horrid criminals.. who  deserve to be in jail forever!!!!!!!!

 Miscarriage of justicce….. yep…. total… miscariage of justice….

 Email to the biometric center of excellence:  BIOMETRICCOE@LEO.GOV

To whom it may concern:                                                                                   October 27th 2011

Today I went to  your website to see the progress on  the  biometric voice  recognition program.    I am anxiously awaiting  your  progress on the technology needed to clearly identify a criminal who manipulates  their victim by the use of  the phone to commit fraud and  multiple crimes.   I would like to know if you  have created any device or computer program that will identify a person’s voice whether on a tape/voice mail or live and in person… that will clearly use specific identifiers  to establish  one person’s voice  from another even when the voices sound similar. 

I jsut recently found  out that I have been a victim of identity theft since 2002.   I  have had many  criminals  since then use my phone and internet to bully,  manipulate and to  commit crimes  which harmed  my life…   I have had hackers access my voice  mail to verify my whereabouts in order to    create opportunities  to break and enter my home.   

Multiple instances of crimes that have been commited during thes itme period