Judgment of Solomon/From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The Judgment of Solomon refers to a story from the Hebrew Bible in which King Solomon of Israel ruled between two women both claiming to be the mother of a child. It has become a metaphor referring to a wise judge who uses a stratagem to determine the truth, tricking the parties into revealing their true feelings. Specifically, the judge pretends that he will destroy the subject matter of a dispute, rather than allowing either disputing party to win at the expense of the other.

Contents  [hide]  1 Biblical narrative/ 2 Jewish interpretation/ 3 “Splitting the baby”/ 4 Representations in art 4.1 Other media/5 See also/ 6 Footnotes/ 7 External links

[edit] Biblical narrative: 

School of Giorgione, The Judgement of Salomon, 1500.

The story is recounted in 1Kings 3:16-28. Two young women who lived in the same house and who both had an infant son came to Solomon for a judgement. One of the women claimed that the other, after accidentally smothering her own son while sleeping, had exchanged the two children to make it appear that the living child was hers. The other woman denied this and so both women claimed to be the mother of the living son and said that the dead boy belonged to the other.

After some deliberation, King Solomon called for a sword to be brought before him. He declared that there is only one fair solution: the live son must be split in two, each woman receiving half of the child. Upon hearing this terrible verdict, the boy’s true mother cried out, “Please, My Lord, give her the live child—do not kill him!” However, the liar, in her bitter jealousy, exclaimed, “It shall be neither mine nor yours—divide it!” Solomon instantly gave the live baby to the real mother, realizing that the true mother’s instincts were to protect her child, while the liar revealed that she did not truly love the child. The reputation of the king greatly increased when all the people of Israel heard of this wise judgment.

[edit] Jewish interpretation:  According to the Midrash, the two women were sisters-in-law, both of whom had borne sons, and whose husbands had died. The baby was actually the lying woman’s nephew. Therefore, when Solomon suggested that the infant be split in half, the lying woman, jealous of her nephew and sister-in-law, agreed. Thus was Solomon able to know who the real mother was.[1]

[edit] “Splitting the baby”:  The expressions “splitting the baby” or “cutting the baby in half” are sometimes used in the legal profession for a form of simple compromise solutions which “split the difference” in terms of damage awards or other remedies (e.g. a judge dividing fault between the two parties in a comparative negligence case).[2]. This usage is the opposite of that of the original metaphor and is often employed humorously.

The Judgment of Solomon has long been a popular subject for graphic artists. Considered an example of wisdom in judgment, the scene is often chosen for decoration in courthouses. In the Netherlands, many 17th century courthouses (Vierschaar rooms) contain a painting or relief of this scene. Elsewhere in Europe, celebrated examples include:

 Fresco by Raphael

 The Judgement of Solomon by William Blake

 Etching by Gustave Doré

 Woodcut by the school of Michael Wolgemut in the Nuremberg Chronicle

 Paintings by Andrea Mantegna, Poussin and Franz Caucig

 Relief sculpture on the Doge’s Palace in Venice by an unknown artist (near the exit into St. Mark’s Square)

 [edit] Other mediaThe scene has been the subject of television episodes of Dinosaurs, Recess, The Simpsons, Seinfeld (see The Seven), and Law & Order: Special Victims Unit. It has influenced other artistic disciplines, e.g. see Bertolt Brecht’s play The Caucasian Chalk Circle and Ronnie snatching Kat’s baby in EastEnders.

 The HIM (Finnish band) song “Shatter Me With Hope”, includes “We’ll tear this baby apart, wise like Solomon”.

 Footnotes

 1.^ www.jlaw.com/Commentary/solomon.html

 2.^ Stephanie E. Keer and Richard W. Naimark, Arbitrators Do Not “Split-the-Baby”: Empirical Evidence from International Business Arbitrations from the Energy Bar Association Alternative Dispute Resolution Committee

 [edit] External links

 D. L. Ashliman, Child Custody: folktales of Aarne-Thompson type 926, variants on the tale

From: “mary jean ziska” <whatabtmary@yahoo.com>View contact detailsTo: “investigation department” <invchief@colliersheriff.net>, “gloria fletcher” <gloria@gloriafletcherpa.com>, “patrick weber guardian” <colliercountypg@aol.com>, “maura” <mziska@floridawills.com>Cc: “mary jean ziska” whatabtmary@yahoo.com

Help, I have been dealing with a group of criminals including identity thieves since 2002. For this past week, I have been trying to use my phone and have had the phone calls disconnected, the messages deleted, and the phone numbers I am trying to reach manipulated. I am trying to contact the IT department for their cybercrimes division to help resolve this situation. I use a magic jack phone service through my computer and my cable line. I believe this group may be the same group that used to access my phone messages and steal jobs and use the information to know when I would and wouldn’t be in my home, and then they used this information to break and enter my home and steal possessions.

I just tried to call my guardian Patrick weber and reached a very unprofessional secretary. When  I tried to reach the police department I was not able to get through until the 4thor 5th attempt and even then I spoke with an uneducated black man who was not an officer and was not aware of an IT department. I tried reaching Gloria Fletcher who is an attorney in Gainesville and her line was also not accessible when I know she has secretaries, paralegals and an answering service.

Cyber crimes are against the law according to the fl statutes chapter 815. “ whoever willfully, knowingly and without authorization access or causes to be accessed any computer, computer system or computer network disrupts or denies or causes the denial of computer system to an authorized user ….” Also” 2. Commits the offense for the purpose of devising or executing any scheme or obtain property.”

I have a foreclosure suit pending where Patrick weber is supposed to be defending the suit. I need to speak to real police officers, and real lawyers and not have hackers or other criminals who are manipulating my phone and computer service interfering.

My magic jack phone number is: 239-234-4065 239-234-4065  . My address is 5632 whisperwood blvd. #1601 naples florida 34110. I need your help to stop this immediately! My email is: whatabtmary@yahoo.com and I even created a website( www.mysearchforjustice.com) to stop these thieves and criminals ( but it seems to not have made any impact on their criminal activities as obviously they are still in operation.

Thank you for your kind attention to this matter,

Sincerely Mary Jean Ziska

Marion Gregory   Director 239-598-1515 239-598-1515 naplesmarion@aol.com

Mary Jean Ziska   Assistant Director 239-234-4065  239-234-4065 whatabtmary@yahoo.com 

Please help, I have been contacting your sheriff and police department for ten years concerning  a criminal element that has been  that has been stealing  for my family and from myself.   Last weekend I got a fraudulent phone call……. need the pass codes to  use my mother’s internet service. The call was at 11pm and woke me up.  This past week I have had horrid bully calls from my mother’s phone line listed as her caller id… of 239-598-1515 and 239-821-5515.  These bully girls are going  through my mom’s possessions and  telling me they are going to sell  her silver which my mom would  never do… and her rugs and her hand carved wood wood furniture… I think they are just stealing the possessions to  fill up some other residence…. .Please when you go to her home today ( I just called dispatch at 9:44am) that you don’t let them take out anything form my mom’s home.

I just got rid of a roommate who stole a thousand dollars from me.. and who’s probation office is audry  della the convicted felon is named Farzad Khosravi from Iran. ( he was convicted of drug dealing so so audry told me) and I’m worried his criminal friends  would be  trying to pull some type of scam like this.. they are criminal at the core of who they are…  or it could be gerard ahler… who also is a criminal from Brooklyn new York… I have been trying to protect myself and my family but these criminal groups are too well organized  and  steal lie and cheat everyone for anything…

Selling off the items she wanted for me and my sisters…  she would never do. ….. no matter what…. The person said I need money for my home  will before closed… but this is not how my mother or family  would go about  getting money….. This morning I got a call that this person  wanted information on my car to sell! The last email I received had Arabic writing on it about selling my Mercedes…  This  is something my mom not only doesn’t own but would not try to sell  or at least tak to me

Karen kahel and her bully friends from Ohio state have retaliated in the  past when II have told authorities of her bulling or trespassing … an of her  having sex with  some  guy who was not her husband . while I was babysitting her three month old son  and she lived in carlton lakes.

 This bulling actually started again  on my birthday when this person  who (  was supposed to be my mother) and didn’t know how to eat at the ritz… told me she/he wanted me to take over a section of my mom’s business… then  told me they wanted to basically do it illegally… not pay taxes… and got mad at me when I told her that my mom would nto run a business that way…   but something Gerard Ahler  ( who is this proclaimed mafia thug) wanted to do… Help… it has to be the same criminals  and the same  stealing criminal ways   I cannot stop this you are the only ones who can…. They have ruined my life.. my identity and my credit they have stolen from me… this is ridiculious…. And criminal and something needs to be done …..

 There  was an unmarked white unmarked van who was supposed to represent  a company from Venice who came to fix my garage and was taking pictures’ of my garage… possibly of my Mercedes this is completely wrong! HELP! Sincerely mary jean ziska        

So remember how I mentioned that I had a horrid person who was lying about my family on fri,… well this same guy and girl want to  come into my complex tonight… a holiday night,,,,  what…… a party that they need to sneak into.. or what?  Reminds me of the fake cousin I had.. on the phone or fake aunt I have recently had on the phone… all the 22year old bully whores  from  hell.or worst  just the “whore to door service girls”  I used to call them…..the girls who would show up by 11pm  for whatever guy is supposed to be soooo  valuable..ugggg…..  when i first moved into my complex..  how impressed  someone was about me  having a club house…. And  get this… the witch on the  the  phone who was supposed to be my cousin gail,  wanted to come into my complex for Easter Brunch…. They didn’t want to invite me to brunch but wanted  to use my complex clubhouse…. What  balls right? Yep just the  thing the  karne kahel and her scum would do….. trespassing …. Bulliing using people and their resources…..  Yep same RUDE  group that could care less about me….  Didn’t  I tell you .. no contact unless they want  something… to steal….. to lie about something usually about something bad.. to make me cry…. They are true scum of the earth!  ,,,, so definitely not my friends or family but a group of parasitic criminal creeps…. Hey like karne kahel who used to trespass and her bully friends from  ohio state… hummmmm

Today I got two phone calls from the cell phone that is supposed to be my mom’s…..but it was not my mom nor any friend…. Just  fake parasitic creeps……

 First  person who called from the cell telephone number…. I could tell was from a girl… the second from a true jerk… a guy…. Wonder if they were the people who were breaking into my home while I  was out.. like about three weeks ago.. I came home and my ac had been turned down to 70 degrees…. When I left it at 85degrees…… the pictures were changed in my bullitan board..and my pictute on my counter  of me with my friend pattie berndt  was gone ….

Or maybe the same bitch who stole my black briefcase.. I had  THREE  BOYTE   briefcase .. like computer cases.. one was for computer .. and the other two were for shoes….

 They stole one of them…. A long  time ago… before i was keeping track of everything.. like the entire   duffle of clothes  they stole .. like my  mom’s light blue linen  dress .. she had saved form the 50’s… pencil skirt and really great material.. and a matching  sweater…. An etire duffle….. whothe hellswteals an entire duffle…..  of  her clothes with my clothes…  what a fucking BITCH…. Or her criminal conspirator…. I really hate them… every time  I get upset when I feel violated …..

no one stopped these crimimal  freaks…

some asshole  actually said I’m not supposed to get upset .. that someday I may get it back….. right… in ten years..nothing returned….  Including my identity,…..

…. that it would be returned to me someday….. WHAT THE HELL? Who the  hell gave you the right to steal in the first place! You people belong in jail! Imposter bitch…. And  whatever asshole  criminal she works  with….  I hate them I really really hate them!

You ruin lives without consequence… who gave you the right? YOU RUIN EVERYTHING! YOU ARE NOT FORGIVEN   EVER!

Maybe they need to steal some new clothes for a honeymoon. Or vacation..  or party…… or they need to  steal more  money.. or what just make me cry  or try to make  sure they tell their lies in person…because then I am supposed the believe the lies they tell about me and my family….. right?   hey maybe the winking blinking fake freak…. But It sounded like and uneducated construction type .. not very articulate. Or  eloquent in his manner of speech…..  even  a smart  manipulator…. Maybe  the witches  pimp….  They are criminals so I am sure they will figure  out some way to  break in… lie … cheat and steal…. That  is  who they are and what they do…..   I hate them!

So remember how I mentioned that I had a horrid person who was lying about my family on fri,… well this same guy and girl want to  come into my complex tonight… a holiday night,,,,  what…… a party that they need to sneak into.. or what?  Reminds me of the fake cousin I had.. on the phone or fake aunt I have recently had on the phone… all the 22year old bully whores  from  hell.or worst  just the “whore to door service girls”  I used to call them…..the girls who would show up by 11pm  for whatever guy is supposed to be soooo  valuable..ugggg…..  when i first moved into my complex..  how impressed  someone was about me  having a club house…. And  get this… the witch on the  the  phone who was supposed to be my cousin gail,  wanted to come into my complex for Easter Brunch…. They didn’t want to invite me to brunch but wanted  to use my complex clubhouse…. What  balls right? Yep just the  thing the  karne kahel and her scum would do….. trespassing …. Bulliing using people and their resources…..  Yep same RUDE  group that could care less about me….  Didn’t  I tell you .. no contact unless they want  something… to steal….. to lie about something usually about something bad.. to make me cry…. They are true scum of the earth!  ,,,, so definitely not my friends or family but a group of parasitic criminal creeps…. Hey like karne kahel who used to trespass and her bully friends from  ohio state… hummmmm

Today I got two phone calls from the cell phone that is supposed to be my mom’s…..but it was not my mom nor any friend…. Just  fake parasitic creeps……

 First  person who called from the cell telephone number…. I could tell was from a girl… the second from a true jerk… a guy…. Wonder if they were the people who were breaking into my home while I  was out.. like about three weeks ago.. I came home and my ac had been turned down to 70 degrees…. When I left it at 85degrees…… the pictures were changed in my bullitan board..and my pictute on my counter  of me with my friend pattie berndt  was gone ….

Or maybe the same bitch who stole my black briefcase.. I had  THREE  BOYTE   briefcase .. like computer cases.. one was for computer .. and the other two were for shoes….

 They stole one of them…. A long  time ago… before i was keeping track of everything.. like the entire   duffle of clothes  they stole .. like my  mom’s light blue linen  dress .. she had saved form the 50’s… pencil skirt and really great material.. and a matching  sweater…. An etire duffle….. whothe hellswteals an entire duffle…..  of  her clothes with my clothes…  what a fucking BITCH…. Or her criminal conspirator…. I really hate them… every time  I get upset when I feel violated …..

no one stopped these crimimal  freaks…

some asshole  actually said I’m not supposed to get upset .. that someday I may get it back….. right… in ten years..nothing returned….  Including my identity,…..

…. that it would be returned to me someday….. WHAT THE HELL? Who the  hell gave you the right to steal in the first place! You people belong in jail! Imposter bitch…. And  whatever asshole  criminal she works  with….  I hate them I really really hate them!

You ruin lives without consequence… who gave you the right? YOU RUIN EVERYTHING! YOU ARE NOT FORGIVEN   EVER!

Maybe they need to steal some new clothes for a honeymoon. Or vacation..  or party…… or they need to  steal more  money.. or what just make me cry  or try to make  sure they tell their lies in person…because then I am supposed the believe the lies they tell about me and my family….. right?   hey maybe the winking blinking fake freak…. But It sounded like and uneducated construction type .. not very articulate. Or  eloquent in his manner of speech…..  even  a smart  manipulator…. Maybe  the witches  pimp….  They are criminals so I am sure they will figure  out some way to  break in… lie … cheat and steal…. That  is  who they are and what they do…..   I hate them!

So excited to turn on the television an d 60 minutes is doing a whole episode on Saudi Aramco… and an interview of ali al naimi…. I met his son rami when I was  pretty young….  I had tried to locate him many times…. To see and speak with an old friend… to see how his life turned out.. like any of my old friends I wonder I always wonder if they are happy, if they are happy with the choices they made in their lives, if they  got to achieve all their dreams and goals… Gosh, the last .time i saw Rami, I was maybe 20 years old… and I went to Villanova to  go and visit… when he invited me to  come and visit…..he was a perfect gentleman, and  we stayed friends went out shopping, and sightseeing, and  it was a nice visit..   

The episode made me think of growing up in Aramco…  of the safely of the Aramco communities… no crime, the  mother Aramco who took care of  all the upkeep of the houses, the grounds, the  tennis, and the swimming pool… everything was taken care of.,, a great way to grow up…  I was going to ask my mom.. did they even pay an electric bill?  … I tried to call my mom when the show was being aired… but this is weird, I called and  no one answered the telephone number I dialed…but then I got a call coming in at the same time showing the same number that should have been my mom… so I tried to call again an still no answer… my conclusion I guess that my mom’s number has been spoofed…. And the  call in  showing her telephone number… again… there is a long list of scum that have been spoofing her number for a long, long time…. You know those scummy parasites I  have been writing about… the ones who  get a kick of  lying   to me…  stealing   business +….. conning me out of opportunities….of speaking with my friends, my family and  stealing from my home, from my life,… and that no one seems to be able to stop….

Also this wed….. an American fugitives.. featuring an Iranian person who did something… and guess what his alias id…. Yep “fred”…  I definitely need to watch that… 

but then i made the mistake when i saw that skype was on,,,, to call marion greagory on skype… and now i am in tears and almost threw up…. what’s with these idiots,, they make up stories and i get stuck with a different family  every day,,,,, i should have just stayed in school in france  when i was 18  i think i would have been over  not having my family if i had to deal with the loss since then…..maybe… but its been soo lonely…. and so many problems these ass holes have me go though that i shouldn’t have had to go through., and the mean women and girls who just get a kick out of making sure to give me the worst case scenario.. and   who must in some sick way enjoy seeing me cry,,especially on holidays…

this is what i miss the most:  i miss having real loving and caring people around me and in my life… genuine friends ….. I miss having   people  you can trust… when you call them to tell them anything … that you can trust them,, and  they won’t  hurt you…. won’t use information  against you,… that they actually want you to be happy and help  you to achieve your  hopes and dreams … i haven;t had those kind of scumm people in my life for years…. they will be nice for a short time  and then i realize they wanted some thing….they want me to be out of the way so some girl can steal my life… they want me to work hard so they can steal a business… they want me to go through hell so  their fake little  princesses get to enjoy the  life i should have been allowed to have….even when they wanted me to baby sit.. so they could  break and enter into my house., steal my clothes ..or shoes.. or jewelry… or opportunities,..like  the wedding   i dint get invited to because e i wasn’t allowed to  actually make any friends in  10 years…. 10 years without friends…  what  criminals imposter freak thought of that one….  but its not that i didn’t 5 years old…. i had my sisters who were my best friends   most of my life….  want friends ..  i had best friends from when i was wanted dinner parties and  going  out to have fun and  laughing .. i really miss laughing…,.   i wanted great and fun memories.. and great times and  great people that you can  depend on and who  just by being a part of your  life.. they make your life  better….. getting dressed up to go to  bridal showers.. or even planning what you can buy for presents…. going  shopping and going  out to lunch… and  having  a group of people who  wanted you to have a great life… not to lower your life style  and your life until you cry in the shower  because  over and over they ruined everything!every part of your life they ruined and no matter how hard you try to put it all back together ….  no one  helps.. and you still have a messed up credit score and  credit t report because of the identity thief, or  you still don’t  have the a cute decorated condo full of new furniture… you always wanted .. or you will never have the love of your life or…. have children and have what you ever wanted…  all because these selfish women and their bratty  bitchy scum need to steal and ruin other peoples lives… not raise others up …no these petty small minded scummy women   and men are the scum of the earth,,,,,they don’t want you to have anything better than them… or to have too great of a life… hey like  the cinderella step sisters and mean step monster….. right? 

because you actually love these people sooo much…I  used to love all of that… i miss telling  on the phone to people  who had nice stories…and  fumy jokes.. who you could  trust to  share your  daily life with,,,,

                                         I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!

  what scummmm  what  horrid disgusting scumm.   they are repulsive and  disgusting…to the core of who they are… i would never hurt them.. steal from them or  lie to them…. ever!….. but i will never go out of my way for any  of them again.,, i won’t  make extra spaghetti sauce  and share it or choc chip cookies and share them… bring by a  gift or lunch,,, or write a nice card or buy an extra  movie i thought  they would like…. ,,, I  won’t call to tell them  a great movie or show i think  they will like will be on the television.. or pick out  a gift  because  it makes me think of them,.,, i will no longer open my hear t to a bunch oh heartless  scumm whatever nationality or  whoever they are….   and if god willing  i am  able to WIN  the lottery the fla. state lottery…. i will not give them a dime …… i will not buy them a home, or a car, or a business.,., i will not  make their hopes and dreams come true… i will not  ever open my self up to their lies and  their deceit ..

Hey .but then  this is what psycho freak Gerard wanted right?t to separate me from my family…. to rui
n lives.. and businesses.. to  destroy all   that was great in my  family and  even in me…… but its  what most abusers want….  when they get you all alone   and weak.,,, just  ask karen kahel and  her bully friends .. that is when they pick on you more…when they smell a weakness….. they attack…. they make up lies and they attack….. they change  who you are,, and  who you wanted to be,,,,  oh maybe the bully-whore is in town stealing and lying and cheating someone  out of something…,.,  did i mention the  picture on her couter.. she must have stolen form  my sister maura..  anyway it looked like maura and looked like my dad…. wonder if  that was what karen kahels hired dad…. so when i was working  my ass off and saving money  and planning for my future… for going  back to school,,. at that time i wanted to  go to interior design school,,.. and traded in my fully paid off car for a lease,. that  then was taken away form me…,,  did the bitch start trespassing into my complex and into my home when/ screwing up my mortgage…. credit card accounts… and stealing my life….. my real life you criminal scum…….. mine…..it was my real life experiences….  I pray  their is justice and you don’t get away with it.,…you ruined lives on purpose….  you lie on purpose… today your dad is dying… no wait….. your mom….or aunt or friend….is dying .. no….now they want you to cry because they want you to believe  your going  to lose your home… no…. your going  to lose everything….. you….. you…..lie….. so I walk on eggshellls and  think the world is ending  at any minute … while you steal from my family,,,and live it up….  may god never have mercy on your souls…. you fake freaks..,,, i don’t give a shit if you are actors…. who the  hell gives you the right to make me cry? 

I miss  having a friends i can call and tell and share television shows,,,,, and  jokes…. goals, hopes  and dreams… and happy memories,….. and emails and happy stories instead of these  jelious petty stinnky  girls who only tell me about horrible situations,.,, this skype where the  lady put down her white hanky,,,, .t .,,,old me that and this is soo conditional…  if i don’t accept[t that they gave me a horrid deal and i have to deal with the worst case scenario..she throws her arms up in the air ,,,and proclaims that she is through with me,,, then she said i looked so dark..,,,( th e lights were off in my room) and  said something in Spanish.,,. i am not Spanish,… i am not.. Indian though i have been to India.. nor African even though we have gone on African safari…. oh i was going to call my mom and tell her that on the  prince Charles PBS memories special..they showed treetops… i was there…. but then i thought  why bother… it won’t be my mom.. it won’t even be a friend and  i will be completely disappointed  in the fake freaks on the phone,., who are playing  god and picking and choosing these  horrid experiences for me to go through,,,  why cruel and mean scum… and i am not Arab even though i have lived in Saudi Arabia… and i used to have a great family who was  nice and loved me… or maybe it was   just people who thought  they could use me…. isn’t that why some scum bag wanted me to lose weight? so from the back of my head  they can say i am somebody else….  that being me  mary jean ziska is somehow not allowed….  just like being  happy and  joyful is not allowed.. just  like having hopes an dreams is not allowed.. or dating or  falling in love or getting married.. not allowed…  who are these  psycho freaks?…. other than criminals and con artists who have been stealing my family ‘s possessions  for at least 10 years…. who lie and cheat and  steal …. idenities.. friends  and anything the can get there grubby little hands on..  like  the  bitch who wanted me to have a mom who was out at a laundry mat at 9:30pm at night on fri night .. not my mom….  but the little withc needs to lie  so she can steal my family and my life.. what a jelious bitch! and such a wanna be… probably the same girls who bulliedme on my birthday… and  who  steals my clothes and  jewlery and pictures…. so irish traveler… i know she must have blue eyes… men are a mix..,. kinda blueish kinda greenish at times… but the lady on skyp really blue eyes…. and it is a holiday weekend  and who ever was answering the cellphone of my mom… total  bitch and fake….must be her  ohio state relative who steals lives.,,, right? same group as  karn  kahel and her criminal friends…. this lady actually got off trying  to say i was spanish.. then  that i was mean or yelled a lot… hell yea… of course i am yelling at a person who is not my mom and is trying  to make me look bad…. that is  not my mom nor even a friend … but  she  imposter bitch must be  enjoying the weekend here… wonder  who she  is lying to  this time ….screwing  this time.. … 

I was trying  to figure it out…. who was the imposter stealing my life this past month …. or two months or 6 months…  some selfish girl who …. who what? needed me to do all the research on saving my home, on   saving everything…. who was the girl who   had a nice time on my birthday….  last year there was this song about brazil playing  when we walked out of the grill.. you know girl from  iponemia (sp?) and i think all the way back from when carla the girl from brazil who wanted  me to marry her psycho brother  so he could  get a green card… you know i ‘v told you about the girl who made me cry on Christmas eve when i missed  seeing or even talking  to my sisters….(2004) the girl who told me that my family thinks i am dead and i should  be happy with whatever family i get…..  yep… i think she  had her friend from brazil  steal my idenity then…. or coudl it be this time there was a girl in a white honda…. who went to play with  my niece and was leaving  when i was arriving  to play with her… and my “mom”   told me  actually told my niece   said something  wierd like ” yes we looked alike we looked exaclty alike…..) 

.when i last spoke with scott on skype  and he thought i was someone else,,, ( who ? the imposter bitch who has been stealing  my idenity and my life) ….. he told me he was an actor…. so actor or conartist…. or what are all these people?

what kind of a mother ever does or says that stuff.,. oh i forgot…. 1kings 3 16-28…. the fake moms   i think she is one of don kensigs fakes…. don kensig.. this guy who supposedly was a boyfreind of my mom.. a little criminals type who   wanted my mom’s business and her house,… and bullied me when we were in  colorado…and scott renshaw was the only person  to come  in and save the day…..  my aunt  Em  gregory…..told  me that at the wedding it was all fake…..  i don’t  know if she meant  all the people,., all the ceremony or what …..but when we were looking at pictures later.,,,, there were pictures that were taken in the  day time,,,,  when the wedding  was at night… and i looked taller…  

also another thing wierd,., when i was supposed to go to my aunt rita’s funeral.,,, it was beign held on a monday  not sunday,, and my  dad  had me sit up with my cousins,,,as if i was Nancy ( my cousin who died when  we were  25….)  instead of with  my dad and  my sisters….
woerd huh.. it was like it was staged and i was a prop,… and the same with all the horrid things i am suposed to go through… 

yes Nancy is lucky she is dead and not dealing with a bunch of liars and cheats who only make lives horrible…. 

so the lady on skype said she is reading these  blog posts….   i never hurt you i never lied to you i never made you go though any bad experiences….you are nothing  like a true mother… go read the bible… 1 kings 3:16-28….  you break my heart … and  ruin my memories of my mom… my mom loved me…. she didn’t just  want to  see me so she could  sneak some little whore into my gated community…. so some idiot boy could  get laid for the holiday  weekend.and so some  witch could  use my pool and the amenities….  are you one of the irish traveleres? one  of the gypsies criminal scum?… just  a con artist by trade or what?  a cold hearted  actor or is that one in the same a con artist/ actor??????  is my real mom dead?… don’t you have a soul? a conscious?   do you care that you ruin lives or hopes or dreams? do you car about anyone but yourself?  

I am soo sick of meeting crooks… or people who claim to be crooks….  where are the heroes?  

So excited to turn on the television an d 60 minutes is doing a whole episode on Saudi Aramco… and an interview of ali al naimi…. I met his son rami when I was  pretty young….  I had tried to locate him many times…. To see and speak with an old friend… to see how his life turned out.. like any of my old friends I wonder I always wonder if they are happy, if they are happy with the choices they made in their lives, if they  got to achieve all their dreams and goals… Gosh, the last .time i saw Rami, I was maybe 20 years old… and I went to Villanova to  go and visit… when he invited me to  come and visit…..he was a perfect gentleman, and  we stayed friends went out shopping, and sightseeing, and  it was a nice visit..   

The episode made me think of growing up in Aramco…  of the safely of the Aramco communities… no crime, the  mother Aramco who took care of  all the upkeep of the houses, the grounds, the  tennis, and the swimming pool… everything was taken care of.,, a great way to grow up…  I was going to ask my mom.. did they even pay an electric bill?  … I tried to call my mom when the show was being aired… but this is weird, I called and  no one answered the telephone number I dialed…but then I got a call coming in at the same time showing the same number that should have been my mom… so I tried to call again an still no answer… my conclusion I guess that my mom’s number has been spoofed…. And the  call in  showing her telephone number… again… there is a long list of scum that have been spoofing her number for a long, long time…. You know those scummy parasites I  have been writing about… the ones who  get a kick of  lying   to me…  stealing   business +….. conning me out of opportunities….of speaking with my friends, my family and  stealing from my home, from my life,… and that no one seems to be able to stop….

Also this wed….. an American fugitives.. featuring an Iranian person who did something… and guess what his alias id…. Yep “fred”…  I definitely need to watch that… 

but then i made the mistake when i saw that skype was on,,,, to call marion greagory on skype… and now i am in tears and almost threw up…. what’s with these idiots,, they make up stories and i get stuck with a different family  every day,,,,, i should have just stayed in school in france  when i was 18  i think i would have been over  not having my family if i had to deal with the loss since then…..maybe… but its been soo lonely…. and so many problems these ass holes have me go though that i shouldn’t have had to go through., and the mean women and girls who just get a kick out of making sure to give me the worst case scenario.. and   who must in some sick way enjoy seeing me cry,,especially on holidays…

this is what i miss the most:  i miss having real loving and caring people around me and in my life… genuine friends ….. I miss having   people  you can trust… when you call them to tell them anything … that you can trust them,, and  they won’t  hurt you…. won’t use information  against you,… that they actually want you to be happy and help  you to achieve your  hopes and dreams … i haven;t had those kind of scumm people in my life for years…. they will be nice for a short time  and then i realize they wanted some thing….they want me to be out of the way so some girl can steal my life… they want me to work hard so they can steal a business… they want me to go through hell so  their fake little  princesses get to enjoy the  life i should have been allowed to have….even when they wanted me to baby sit.. so they could  break and enter into my house., steal my clothes ..or shoes.. or jewelry… or opportunities,..like  the wedding   i dint get invited to because e i wasn’t allowed to  actually make any friends in  10 years…. 10 years without friends…  what  criminals imposter freak thought of that one….  but its not that i didn’t 5 years old…. i had my sisters who were my best friends   most of my life….  want friends ..  i had best friends from when i was wanted dinner parties and  going  out to have fun and  laughing .. i really miss laughing…,.   i wanted great and fun memories.. and great times and  great people that you can  depend on and who  just by being a part of your  life.. they make your life  better….. getting dressed up to go to  bridal showers.. or even planning what you can buy for presents…. going  shopping and going  out to lunch… and  having  a group of people who  wanted you to have a great life… not to lower your life style  and your life until you cry in the shower  because  over and over they ruined everything!every part of your life they ruined and no matter how hard you try to put it all back together ….  no one  helps.. and you still have a messed up credit score and  credit t report because of the identity thief, or  you still don’t  have the a cute decorated condo full of new furniture… you always wanted .. or you will never have the love of your life or…. have children and have what you ever wanted…  all because these selfish women and their bratty  bitchy scum need to steal and ruin other peoples lives… not raise others up …no these petty small minded scummy women   and men are the scum of the earth,,,,,they don’t want you to have anything better than them… or to have too great of a life… hey like  the cinderella step sisters and mean step monster….. right? 

because you actually love these people sooo much…I  used to love all of that… i miss telling  on the phone to people  who had nice stories…and  fumy jokes.. who you could  trust to  share your  daily life with,,,,

                                         I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!

  what scummmm  what  horrid disgusting scumm.   they are repulsive and  disgusting…to the core of who they are… i would never hurt them.. steal from them or  lie to them…. ever!….. but i will never go out of my way for any  of them again.,, i won’t  make extra spaghetti sauce  and share it or choc chip cookies and share them… bring by a  gift or lunch,,, or write a nice card or buy an extra  movie i thought  they would like…. ,,, I  won’t call to tell them  a great movie or show i think  they will like will be on the television.. or pick out  a gift  because  it makes me think of them,.,, i will no longer open my hear t to a bunch oh heartless  scumm whatever nationality or  whoever they are….   and if god willing  i am  able to WIN  the lottery the fla. state lottery…. i will not give them a dime …… i will not buy them a home, or a car, or a business.,., i will not  make their hopes and dreams come true… i will not  ever open my self up to their lies and  their deceit ..

Hey .but then  this is what psycho freak Gerard wanted right?t to separate me from my family…. to rui
n lives.. and businesses.. to  destroy all   that was great in my  family and  even in me…… but its  what most abusers want….  when they get you all alone   and weak.,,, just  ask karen kahel and  her bully friends .. that is when they pick on you more…when they smell a weakness….. they attack…. they make up lies and they attack….. they change  who you are,, and  who you wanted to be,,,,  oh maybe the bully-whore is in town stealing and lying and cheating someone  out of something…,.,  did i mention the  picture on her couter.. she must have stolen form  my sister maura..  anyway it looked like maura and looked like my dad…. wonder if  that was what karen kahels hired dad…. so when i was working  my ass off and saving money  and planning for my future… for going  back to school,,. at that time i wanted to  go to interior design school,,.. and traded in my fully paid off car for a lease,. that  then was taken away form me…,,  did the bitch start trespassing into my complex and into my home when/ screwing up my mortgage…. credit card accounts… and stealing my life….. my real life you criminal scum…….. mine…..it was my real life experiences….  I pray  their is justice and you don’t get away with it.,…you ruined lives on purpose….  you lie on purpose… today your dad is dying… no wait….. your mom….or aunt or friend….is dying .. no….now they want you to cry because they want you to believe  your going  to lose your home… no…. your going  to lose everything….. you….. you…..lie….. so I walk on eggshellls and  think the world is ending  at any minute … while you steal from my family,,,and live it up….  may god never have mercy on your souls…. you fake freaks..,,, i don’t give a shit if you are actors…. who the  hell gives you the right to make me cry? 

I miss  having a friends i can call and tell and share television shows,,,,, and  jokes…. goals, hopes  and dreams… and happy memories,….. and emails and happy stories instead of these  jelious petty stinnky  girls who only tell me about horrible situations,.,, this skype where the  lady put down her white hanky,,,, .t .,,,old me that and this is soo conditional…  if i don’t accept[t that they gave me a horrid deal and i have to deal with the worst case scenario..she throws her arms up in the air ,,,and proclaims that she is through with me,,, then she said i looked so dark..,,,( th e lights were off in my room) and  said something in Spanish.,,. i am not Spanish,… i am not.. Indian though i have been to India.. nor African even though we have gone on African safari…. oh i was going to call my mom and tell her that on the  prince Charles PBS memories special..they showed treetops… i was there…. but then i thought  why bother… it won’t be my mom.. it won’t even be a friend and  i will be completely disappointed  in the fake freaks on the phone,., who are playing  god and picking and choosing these  horrid experiences for me to go through,,,  why cruel and mean scum… and i am not Arab even though i have lived in Saudi Arabia… and i used to have a great family who was  nice and loved me… or maybe it was   just people who thought  they could use me…. isn’t that why some scum bag wanted me to lose weight? so from the back of my head  they can say i am somebody else….  that being me  mary jean ziska is somehow not allowed….  just like being  happy and  joyful is not allowed.. just  like having hopes an dreams is not allowed.. or dating or  falling in love or getting married.. not allowed…  who are these  psycho freaks?…. other than criminals and con artists who have been stealing my family ‘s possessions  for at least 10 years…. who lie and cheat and  steal …. idenities.. friends  and anything the can get there grubby little hands on..  like  the  bitch who wanted me to have a mom who was out at a laundry mat at 9:30pm at night on fri night .. not my mom….  but the little withc needs to lie  so she can steal my family and my life.. what a jelious bitch! and such a wanna be… probably the same girls who bulliedme on my birthday… and  who  steals my clothes and  jewlery and pictures…. so irish traveler… i know she must have blue eyes… men are a mix..,. kinda blueish kinda greenish at times… but the lady on skyp really blue eyes…. and it is a holiday weekend  and who ever was answering the cellphone of my mom… total  bitch and fake….must be her  ohio state relative who steals lives.,,, right? same group as  karn  kahel and her criminal friends…. this lady actually got off trying  to say i was spanish.. then  that i was mean or yelled a lot… hell yea… of course i am yelling at a person who is not my mom and is trying  to make me look bad…. that is  not my mom nor even a friend … but  she  imposter bitch must be  enjoying the weekend here… wonder  who she  is lying to  this time ….screwing  this time.. … 

I was trying  to figure it out…. who was the imposter stealing my life this past month …. or two months or 6 months…  some selfish girl who …. who what? needed me to do all the research on saving my home, on   saving everything…. who was the girl who   had a nice time on my birthday….  last year there was this song about brazil playing  when we walked out of the grill.. you know girl from  iponemia (sp?) and i think all the way back from when carla the girl from brazil who wanted  me to marry her psycho brother  so he could  get a green card… you know i ‘v told you about the girl who made me cry on Christmas eve when i missed  seeing or even talking  to my sisters….(2004) the girl who told me that my family thinks i am dead and i should  be happy with whatever family i get…..  yep… i think she  had her friend from brazil  steal my idenity then…. or coudl it be this time there was a girl in a white honda…. who went to play with  my niece and was leaving  when i was arriving  to play with her… and my “mom”   told me  actually told my niece   said something  wierd like ” yes we looked alike we looked exaclty alike…..) 

.when i last spoke with scott on skype  and he thought i was someone else,,, ( who ? the imposter bitch who has been stealing  my idenity and my life) ….. he told me he was an actor…. so actor or conartist…. or what are all these people?

what kind of a mother ever does or says that stuff.,. oh i forgot…. 1kings 3 16-28…. the fake moms   i think she is one of don kensigs fakes…. don kensig.. this guy who supposedly was a boyfreind of my mom.. a little criminals type who   wanted my mom’s business and her house,… and bullied me when we were in  colorado…and scott renshaw was the only person  to come  in and save the day…..  my aunt  Em  gregory…..told  me that at the wedding it was all fake…..  i don’t  know if she meant  all the people,., all the ceremony or what …..but when we were looking at pictures later.,,,, there were pictures that were taken in the  day time,,,,  when the wedding  was at night… and i looked taller…  

also another thing wierd,., when i was supposed to go to my aunt rita’s funeral.,,, it was beign held on a monday  not sunday,, and my  dad  had me sit up with my cousins,,,as if i was Nancy ( my cousin who died when  we were  25….)  instead of with  my dad and  my sisters….
woerd huh.. it was like it was staged and i was a prop,… and the same with all the horrid things i am suposed to go through… 

yes Nancy is lucky she is dead and not dealing with a bunch of liars and cheats who only make lives horrible…. 

so the lady on skype said she is reading these  blog posts….   i never hurt you i never lied to you i never made you go though any bad experiences….you are nothing  like a true mother… go read the bible… 1 kings 3:16-28….  you break my heart … and  ruin my memories of my mom… my mom loved me…. she didn’t just  want to  see me so she could  sneak some little whore into my gated community…. so some idiot boy could  get laid for the holiday  weekend.and so some  witch could  use my pool and the amenities….  are you one of the irish traveleres? one  of the gypsies criminal scum?… just  a con artist by trade or what?  a cold hearted  actor or is that one in the same a con artist/ actor??????  is my real mom dead?… don’t you have a soul? a conscious?   do you care that you ruin lives or hopes or dreams? do you car about anyone but yourself?  

I am soo sick of meeting crooks… or people who claim to be crooks….  where are the heroes?  

So excited to turn on the television an d 60 minutes is doing a whole episode on Saudi Aramco… and an interview of ali al naimi…. I met his son rami when I was  pretty young….  I had tried to locate him many times…. To see and speak with an old friend… to see how his life turned out.. like any of my old friends I wonder I always wonder if they are happy, if they are happy with the choices they made in their lives, if they  got to achieve all their dreams and goals… Gosh, the last .time i saw Rami, I was maybe 20 years old… and I went to Villanova to  go and visit… when he invited me to  come and visit…..he was a perfect gentleman, and  we stayed friends went out shopping, and sightseeing, and  it was a nice visit..   

The episode made me think of growing up in Aramco…  of the safely of the Aramco communities… no crime, the  mother Aramco who took care of  all the upkeep of the houses, the grounds, the  tennis, and the swimming pool… everything was taken care of.,, a great way to grow up…  I was going to ask my mom.. did they even pay an electric bill?  … I tried to call my mom when the show was being aired… but this is weird, I called and  no one answered the telephone number I dialed…but then I got a call coming in at the same time showing the same number that should have been my mom… so I tried to call again an still no answer… my conclusion I guess that my mom’s number has been spoofed…. And the  call in  showing her telephone number… again… there is a long list of scum that have been spoofing her number for a long, long time…. You know those scummy parasites I  have been writing about… the ones who  get a kick of  lying   to me…  stealing   business +….. conning me out of opportunities….of speaking with my friends, my family and  stealing from my home, from my life,… and that no one seems to be able to stop….

Also this wed….. an American fugitives.. featuring an Iranian person who did something… and guess what his alias id…. Yep “fred”…  I definitely need to watch that… 

but then i made the mistake when i saw that skype was on,,,, to call marion greagory on skype… and now i am in tears and almost threw up…. what’s with these idiots,, they make up stories and i get stuck with a different family  every day,,,,, i should have just stayed in school in france  when i was 18  i think i would have been over  not having my family if i had to deal with the loss since then…..maybe… but its been soo lonely…. and so many problems these ass holes have me go though that i shouldn’t have had to go through., and the mean women and girls who just get a kick out of making sure to give me the worst case scenario.. and   who must in some sick way enjoy seeing me cry,,especially on holidays…

this is what i miss the most:  i miss having real loving and caring people around me and in my life… genuine friends ….. I miss having   people  you can trust… when you call them to tell them anything … that you can trust them,, and  they won’t  hurt you…. won’t use information  against you,… that they actually want you to be happy and help  you to achieve your  hopes and dreams … i haven;t had those kind of scumm people in my life for years…. they will be nice for a short time  and then i realize they wanted some thing….they want me to be out of the way so some girl can steal my life… they want me to work hard so they can steal a business… they want me to go through hell so  their fake little  princesses get to enjoy the  life i should have been allowed to have….even when they wanted me to baby sit.. so they could  break and enter into my house., steal my clothes ..or shoes.. or jewelry… or opportunities,..like  the wedding   i dint get invited to because e i wasn’t allowed to  actually make any friends in  10 years…. 10 years without friends…  what  criminals imposter freak thought of that one….  but its not that i didn’t 5 years old…. i had my sisters who were my best friends   most of my life….  want friends ..  i had best friends from when i was wanted dinner parties and  going  out to have fun and  laughing .. i really miss laughing…,.   i wanted great and fun memories.. and great times and  great people that you can  depend on and who  just by being a part of your  life.. they make your life  better….. getting dressed up to go to  bridal showers.. or even planning what you can buy for presents…. going  shopping and going  out to lunch… and  having  a group of people who  wanted you to have a great life… not to lower your life style  and your life until you cry in the shower  because  over and over they ruined everything!every part of your life they ruined and no matter how hard you try to put it all back together ….  no one  helps.. and you still have a messed up credit score and  credit t report because of the identity thief, or  you still don’t  have the a cute decorated condo full of new furniture… you always wanted .. or you will never have the love of your life or…. have children and have what you ever wanted…  all because these selfish women and their bratty  bitchy scum need to steal and ruin other peoples lives… not raise others up …no these petty small minded scummy women   and men are the scum of the earth,,,,,they don’t want you to have anything better than them… or to have too great of a life… hey like  the cinderella step sisters and mean step monster….. right? 

because you actually love these people sooo much…I  used to love all of that… i miss telling  on the phone to people  who had nice stories…and  fumy jokes.. who you could  trust to  share your  daily life with,,,,

                                         I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!

  what scummmm  what  horrid disgusting scumm.   they are repulsive and  disgusting…to the core of who they are… i would never hurt them.. steal from them or  lie to them…. ever!….. but i will never go out of my way for any  of them again.,, i won’t  make extra spaghetti sauce  and share it or choc chip cookies and share them… bring by a  gift or lunch,,, or write a nice card or buy an extra  movie i thought  they would like…. ,,, I  won’t call to tell them  a great movie or show i think  they will like will be on the television.. or pick out  a gift  because  it makes me think of them,.,, i will no longer open my hear t to a bunch oh heartless  scumm whatever nationality or  whoever they are….   and if god willing  i am  able to WIN  the lottery the fla. state lottery…. i will not give them a dime …… i will not buy them a home, or a car, or a business.,., i will not  make their hopes and dreams come true… i will not  ever open my self up to their lies and  their deceit ..

Hey .but then  this is what psycho freak Gerard wanted right?t to separate me from my family…. to rui
n lives.. and businesses.. to  destroy all   that was great in my  family and  even in me…… but its  what most abusers want….  when they get you all alone   and weak.,,, just  ask karen kahel and  her bully friends .. that is when they pick on you more…when they smell a weakness….. they attack…. they make up lies and they attack….. they change  who you are,, and  who you wanted to be,,,,  oh maybe the bully-whore is in town stealing and lying and cheating someone  out of something…,.,  did i mention the  picture on her couter.. she must have stolen form  my sister maura..  anyway it looked like maura and looked like my dad…. wonder if  that was what karen kahels hired dad…. so when i was working  my ass off and saving money  and planning for my future… for going  back to school,,. at that time i wanted to  go to interior design school,,.. and traded in my fully paid off car for a lease,. that  then was taken away form me…,,  did the bitch start trespassing into my complex and into my home when/ screwing up my mortgage…. credit card accounts… and stealing my life….. my real life you criminal scum…….. mine…..it was my real life experiences….  I pray  their is justice and you don’t get away with it.,…you ruined lives on purpose….  you lie on purpose… today your dad is dying… no wait….. your mom….or aunt or friend….is dying .. no….now they want you to cry because they want you to believe  your going  to lose your home… no…. your going  to lose everything….. you….. you…..lie….. so I walk on eggshellls and  think the world is ending  at any minute … while you steal from my family,,,and live it up….  may god never have mercy on your souls…. you fake freaks..,,, i don’t give a shit if you are actors…. who the  hell gives you the right to make me cry? 

I miss  having a friends i can call and tell and share television shows,,,,, and  jokes…. goals, hopes  and dreams… and happy memories,….. and emails and happy stories instead of these  jelious petty stinnky  girls who only tell me about horrible situations,.,, this skype where the  lady put down her white hanky,,,, .t .,,,old me that and this is soo conditional…  if i don’t accept[t that they gave me a horrid deal and i have to deal with the worst case scenario..she throws her arms up in the air ,,,and proclaims that she is through with me,,, then she said i looked so dark..,,,( th e lights were off in my room) and  said something in Spanish.,,. i am not Spanish,… i am not.. Indian though i have been to India.. nor African even though we have gone on African safari…. oh i was going to call my mom and tell her that on the  prince Charles PBS memories special..they showed treetops… i was there…. but then i thought  why bother… it won’t be my mom.. it won’t even be a friend and  i will be completely disappointed  in the fake freaks on the phone,., who are playing  god and picking and choosing these  horrid experiences for me to go through,,,  why cruel and mean scum… and i am not Arab even though i have lived in Saudi Arabia… and i used to have a great family who was  nice and loved me… or maybe it was   just people who thought  they could use me…. isn’t that why some scum bag wanted me to lose weight? so from the back of my head  they can say i am somebody else….  that being me  mary jean ziska is somehow not allowed….  just like being  happy and  joyful is not allowed.. just  like having hopes an dreams is not allowed.. or dating or  falling in love or getting married.. not allowed…  who are these  psycho freaks?…. other than criminals and con artists who have been stealing my family ‘s possessions  for at least 10 years…. who lie and cheat and  steal …. idenities.. friends  and anything the can get there grubby little hands on..  like  the  bitch who wanted me to have a mom who was out at a laundry mat at 9:30pm at night on fri night .. not my mom….  but the little withc needs to lie  so she can steal my family and my life.. what a jelious bitch! and such a wanna be… probably the same girls who bulliedme on my birthday… and  who  steals my clothes and  jewlery and pictures…. so irish traveler… i know she must have blue eyes… men are a mix..,. kinda blueish kinda greenish at times… but the lady on skyp really blue eyes…. and it is a holiday weekend  and who ever was answering the cellphone of my mom… total  bitch and fake….must be her  ohio state relative who steals lives.,,, right? same group as  karn  kahel and her criminal friends…. this lady actually got off trying  to say i was spanish.. then  that i was mean or yelled a lot… hell yea… of course i am yelling at a person who is not my mom and is trying  to make me look bad…. that is  not my mom nor even a friend … but  she  imposter bitch must be  enjoying the weekend here… wonder  who she  is lying to  this time ….screwing  this time.. … 

I was trying  to figure it out…. who was the imposter stealing my life this past month …. or two months or 6 months…  some selfish girl who …. who what? needed me to do all the research on saving my home, on   saving everything…. who was the girl who   had a nice time on my birthday….  last year there was this song about brazil playing  when we walked out of the grill.. you know girl from  iponemia (sp?) and i think all the way back from when carla the girl from brazil who wanted  me to marry her psycho brother  so he could  get a green card… you know i ‘v told you about the girl who made me cry on Christmas eve when i missed  seeing or even talking  to my sisters….(2004) the girl who told me that my family thinks i am dead and i should  be happy with whatever family i get…..  yep… i think she  had her friend from brazil  steal my idenity then…. or coudl it be this time there was a girl in a white honda…. who went to play with  my niece and was leaving  when i was arriving  to play with her… and my “mom”   told me  actually told my niece   said something  wierd like ” yes we looked alike we looked exaclty alike…..) 

.when i last spoke with scott on skype  and he thought i was someone else,,, ( who ? the imposter bitch who has been stealing  my idenity and my life) ….. he told me he was an actor…. so actor or conartist…. or what are all these people?

what kind of a mother ever does or says that stuff.,. oh i forgot…. 1kings 3 16-28…. the fake moms   i think she is one of don kensigs fakes…. don kensig.. this guy who supposedly was a boyfreind of my mom.. a little criminals type who   wanted my mom’s business and her house,… and bullied me when we were in  colorado…and scott renshaw was the only person  to come  in and save the day…..  my aunt  Em  gregory…..told  me that at the wedding it was all fake…..  i don’t  know if she meant  all the people,., all the ceremony or what …..but when we were looking at pictures later.,,,, there were pictures that were taken in the  day time,,,,  when the wedding  was at night… and i looked taller…  

also another thing wierd,., when i was supposed to go to my aunt rita’s funeral.,,, it was beign held on a monday  not sunday,, and my  dad  had me sit up with my cousins,,,as if i was Nancy ( my cousin who died when  we were  25….)  instead of with  my dad and  my sisters….
woerd huh.. it was like it was staged and i was a prop,… and the same with all the horrid things i am suposed to go through… 

yes Nancy is lucky she is dead and not dealing with a bunch of liars and cheats who only make lives horrible…. 

so the lady on skype said she is reading these  blog posts….   i never hurt you i never lied to you i never made you go though any bad experiences….you are nothing  like a true mother… go read the bible… 1 kings 3:16-28….  you break my heart … and  ruin my memories of my mom… my mom loved me…. she didn’t just  want to  see me so she could  sneak some little whore into my gated community…. so some idiot boy could  get laid for the holiday  weekend.and so some  witch could  use my pool and the amenities….  are you one of the irish traveleres? one  of the gypsies criminal scum?… just  a con artist by trade or what?  a cold hearted  actor or is that one in the same a con artist/ actor??????  is my real mom dead?… don’t you have a soul? a conscious?   do you care that you ruin lives or hopes or dreams? do you car about anyone but yourself?  

I am soo sick of meeting crooks… or people who claim to be crooks….  where are the heroes?