I am totally freaking out right now… raced home after babysitting firm 11:30-3:30pm when I saw him and in teh middle of drivign freaked out!!!!!!! i saw his fat fingers… sitting on teh drivers stering wheel… i cnat he was crouched down… like he was nhiding… and i knew i a million years that it was gerard ahler the scum form brooklyn new york…. the fat construction owning scum….. then i thought of the people i was babysitting at teh caryle.. and when she sid her son was in construction… wht if i had been babysitting his daughter???? ehrn when i cam into my complex at teh strand… a silver mercedes ( samll and sporty one) was drivign in to mycomplex iwth an ohio state liscennse plate….

I am still crying right now.. i sont knwo what to do…. i am crying to the point of actually choling… teh huge sobs and tears youcant breath through… and i dont know what to do… for 7 years this scummand all hsi partners in crime have done dontihing but ruin my life… they have bullied me they have made me look bad.. made me the brunt of ther jokes.. had take the blame for things i never did… had me go through absolute hell… ove r and over.. and i dont knwowhat to do…  heisolated me form everyone i lvoved form everyoen who velived inn me who loved me and ruined my life… he ruined my kife.. and he is nto in jail… he is her ein naples… that disgusiting fat wothliess italian pig is here in naples…… HELP!!!!!!!!!

 jsut got teow calls without a caller id.. which usually has been teh bulies who make me cry….. but al ‘m already crying… i sont knwo who to call i tried callinng my old rooate scoot renshaw.. but since everyone io th phon  is not a firnd.. i have no idea… if i can even reach him or anyone…. HELP!!!!!!!!!!

How can one stupid girl  from phio state wh osopread her legs and ahd a bastard kid.. be come so powerdul and so horrible.. how cold one slimy adn wothless individual who claimed to be in ath emaia.. who wanted to fill my mom  and treated tha the would ruin my life.. how can ther ebe a god or honest polilce or anyoen   who can help…. when these horribel people are free thy belong i n jail or dead…. and yet they et away with everythong…. everythign!!!!!!! how is this possible!!!!!

if you read this blog.. ou will know the last time i emailed the police it was worthless… I used to beiev in the police being a hero… being there to fight crime and be the good guys… what happened?????? 

i ws supposed to meet my mom at the ritz… i called her home andthere is no answer… i called her cell and ther is no answer… what if she isnot o.k.? Why is that marco island discgusting italina pig in town…?????????????????????????????????

This is my real life he ruibned,,, ECEERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!