sunday february 6th 2011@ 12:02pm( gosh I thought it was going to have a great day but one phone call ruined it all…. what a horrible day already!)

So I thought this was going to be a great day…. boy I was wrong again,,, I woke up early.. Actually in enough time to see the business show your business on MSNBC… had an apple with some hummus… then into workout clothes… and watched Joel Osteen,,,, I had already been to st johns catholic church for the 3pm mass.. supposedly my mom was going to be there… but I never saw her….
 
guess I should just know since my aunt Fran Bodnar is in town.. and someone started playing with messing up phone messages and arrangements for dinners and now the movie… these  messed up games with my life so I would miss seeing her and the rest of my family….. they have been doing this for about 7 years by now.. the parasites want to manipulate situations…. Get/give mixed up phone message or even email messages so that all plans fall through or are so completely confused as to what is supposed to be the real plans… then they can then swoop down and claim the Christmas presents,  the parties.. the luncheons.. all the fun and wonderful events and people… then they try  to pass me off for someone I am not… or use me or my likeness for someone I am not.. These freaks actually think that a person can be categorized by their country… or by what they are wearing…or what their hair cut is like… I know Gerard started using my likeness in 2003 when I met him and he wanted to see what my hair was like.. and how I looked in a baseball cap.. and from the back of my head… then of course  .. Depending on my weight.. and my likeness what clothes I am wearing..

but most importantly…. who i get to meet with or talk to … and have plans with…. and  who I get to talk to on the phone… or email.. poof….my life is instantly destroyed..… voila… I am supposed to be someone else.. or some other freakish and vile  use of me, my name, or my likeness…  so like yesterday when I was wearing the same cream brooks brother dress but with a cutter and buck cream and white checked button down over it and a tan/taupe/ or whatever color you want to call it… ( see me in face book with my niece .. it’s the same profile picture… with the same dress… ad sweater set…)

anyway… the same basic outfit I  have worn babysitting.. and meeting my aunt.. and getting scones and croissants  and  ice cream at the Ritz…..  me mary jean ziska…. the same regular yet very normal and  very real person who gets mixed up withal sorts of girls who play games with my life for there own selfish intentions….

And  it is happening now as much as it has been the past 7-9 years……  very manipulative and destructive to my life…. It’s as if they have systematically taken every single person and opportunity   and ruined it and taken it out of my life… and they did it on purpose.. like having me eat certain foods I normally would not eat… they did that for thanksgiving.. and even yesterday  when I was told to leave Wess a note telling him to watch a movie with me..  I’m guessing this  was to make it seem like  I even know this person Wess? Or I’m dating him or something?…. they are always manipulating something……   Which I do not even really know him…..

then today on the phone.. the conversation with the fake and wrong person on the phone… conversation started with the person asking why did I ask Wess if he was Brazilian..having to explain that even  simple and small things that were bad experiences.. are still traumatic…
 
the Brazilian comment came from my mom having this book out on the coffee table of Monet…   Carla made  me  get a Monet date book… and she tried to run my life while  she was my roommate… she went through my business cards and actually threw cards away that she decided were not people she wanted me to know or meet… she also one time tried to get me to sell my condo… and basically tried to get these people to hire me as a live in nanny  telling me that I could probably fit most of my things  in storage and I’d have one room to live in!!!    When I had a successful business.. a great condo… and a life….what the hell???!!!!!

 I guess she wanted all that i had?.. and  what….just wanted to take it from me?…. … anyway.. its not anything against anyone from any country…even the united states (which by the way I am a proud  American citizen)… but I was blessed to have been able to grow up overseas in Saudi… and to have had the opportunity to go to boarding school… and got to travel all over the world…and i think i made friends all over the world… or all through my life.. at least i remember them being  real and genuine friends…. and had a great life before these  idiots thought it would be fun to manipulate my life.. and lie and cheat and steal…. 

It is individual people who  have harmed my life…..that  I will never forgive and I do not like them because  of the way they manipulate my life…or what they said to me.. or what they did to my life… !   I explained that I was made to live  with a girl Carla from Brazil who liked to manipulate my life and was the liar…..I told you she  lied about her portfolio..( Scott showed me she took pictures from someone else on line..and claimed them as her work )  then wanted me to teach her how to run and do my business.. then tried to make me look stupid by instead of putting money in the bank accounts… I had 3 of them at three different banks at the time  she wanted me to put money in envelopes(?)…. With labels on them as if I couldn’t handle money…. She also wanted me to marry her brother who was psycho…so he could get a green card… and also wanted to know if i could live with 5-10 people in my condo…(?)
 
So this morning’s telephone conversation was like that… first not being able to reach my aunt…( she couldn’t  hear me on the phone when I called her… I checked and made sure the magic jack was set to  telephone not headset… then tried again…. No… couldn’t get through… then called my mother to see if we could make a time for the movie…she or whoever did a conference call and then plans were made for 2:30 movie…  but my aunt Fran sounded weird… so I ended up going to the front of the guard gate to call…. And there was no answer on my mother’s phone line… NONE.. and I had just supposedly spoken to her…        

 

So it started all over again.. with these horrible girls and boys playing games with  my life… and manipulating my life…. All over again!!!!!… ie mixing up messages..   not allowing the real people I have been trying  to call or contact to get in touch with me……. all the same tricks and things…the parasites( which is exactly what they are….they feed off of others…)  have been doing for the last 7 or 8 years of my life.. they attach themselves to any or all of my wealthy family
members.. or friends..or even clients . and then they use the phone as a method for manipulation( see the congressman blog entry on  phone act as for laws being broken…)  or emails for manipulation somehow they hack into email accounts… or even phones over the internet.. or  …they make claims that they need :  a new house or a new car… or something like new furniture or whatever .. and so many times they actually use me and say it is for me… but to be honest I  have never seen any of the proceeds or gifts that were meant  for me… these criminals .. they take the proceeds or profits or gifts for themselves…they manipulate even to the extent of attending parties or functions that they were not meant to be a part of…. Or ever invited to… but they “act “ / manipulate and steal not only opportunities… but lives… and leave everything  for the real person in a complete mess….  …. as if they are  so this is how it worked this morning……. .

.so as I mentioned earlier… I thought this was going to be a great day…. boy I  was wrong again…I woke up early.. actually  in enough time to see the business show “your business”  on MSNBC… had an apple with some hummus… ( which by the way doesn’t make  me Arab…. Just healthy…. ) then into work out clothes… and watched Joel Osteen…., nice positive  message about having a great year.. blessing overwhelming…..people…. . god having the right people  lined up….for business… for connections… it was nice… and  I had already been to st johns catholic church for the 3pm mass.. supposedly  my mom was going to be there… but I never saw her….

So the messing up of my life… started with my aunt Fran Bodnar  is  in town… I am assuming also one look alike for Scott Renshaw… and  probably a look alike( double)  for a cousin or two….. .. ie mixing up messages..for the dinner at the Ritz on Thursday…. and on Fr.i when I was babysitting from 6:30pm-11pm then ran  a few errands.. ie getting mascara at CVS( Saks 5th ave want open at  that hour to get any of the great Chanel mascara .. so I got  replacement . and gas…. then tried  going back to the Ritz Carlton to … but the security guards didn’t want me there(?) …I was trying to just  kill some time until  the gourmet  shop opened so I  could get the croissant and scones for  my mother, and my aunt, and myself…. I thought I ‘d bring them by a bit later in the am for a surprise  breakfast….

Anyway.. I’m assuming if there is a very important girl and boy….lets say an Italian boy with a Canadian girl…..or I don’t even know where to begin with all the people it could have been… whom ever is was….  perhaps they didn’t want to be “found out”..   or once again i wasn’t supposed t get  in the way… depending on games or conns or what ever they do…..   

I even  was wondering how far karne kahels power had in hotels? ….  or who she was with this super bowl weekend…. or if not her…. ( because I would  really like her to be gone….) but what i am more interested in these days… is  who was so interested in manipulating my life and my family?……. …

anyway… ( from the last time I was on the phone)… and had the people telling me to take off the information on my websites that she was mean.. or a bully or was messing around with a guy  in a pool…while she was married… 

usually the retaliation is pretty harsh…those mean girls can get pretty mean..and with their boyfriends money they have the capacity to do a lot of damage…. anyway… since my aunt Fran was in town I thought I was safe….. OPPPs…. not today….or the last few days….

anyway…I was trying to kill some time until  the Gourmet shop opened so i could get the croissant and scones for me, my mother and my aunt….and back to yesterdays events: then I went by my aunt Frans condo… when she wasn’t up yet.. I went by my mom’s house..waiting until I could again go by my aunt Frans…  in the meantime  I had some breakfast….

And an aunt Fran came by…… she told me to bring by the scone after church….kept changing the time and the   day… but I ended up going to 3 pm mass where my mom supposedly was going to  be there but never saw her…. Then to aunt Frans and gave her the scone.. and made plans for today.. the movie…it was going to be either 1pm or 2:30 pm… and I was to call my aunt this morning by 10am  so we could finalize plans…  which is why there was such a horrible morning….. UGGGGGGG

After aunt Frans… ( I saw a  girl from  England…..or Ohio..or I even  thought she  may have even been one of the  Czech republic nannies… where ever)  she is the same girl  who looked so strikingly like the  girl that was supposed to be in this  couple that I babysat for at La playa…when there was a wedding… and while i was babysitting….someone  was in  my home and and in my clothes  and wore this brown polka dotted dress  I own….and left it inside out in my closet….. whoever she is… and .who knows who she really is…. Anyway… she or someone who looked like her… was sitting by the pool while I was visiting with my aunt…. 

 After leaving the beach condo… I went to my mom’s to tell her of the plans.. then  went to waterside shops… where I stopped into the Chanel counter to say hi then onto the apple store.. to discuss an idea…  after  I finished with that and really having a great day.. I went and met with Mr. Webber who lives in the same building we used to live in… and wasn’t home until probably 8 or 9 pm if not later…. This all in contrast to the manipulation of this morning and the entire day…..  


Anyway….back to this mornings events… (all so that I won’t go to the movie with  my mom and aunt)… or (so that I will be out of the way)… so that  these idiot girls(I’m assuming it’s still the same con artists…”whore to door servic
e girls”… can still lie and cheat and steal.. and the actors or scum who act like they are big deals can ruin lives.. and connections…  can steal events and can manipulate lives… they get some kind of sick pleasure out of ruining events .. lives and families….

Starting  today… I checked my emails and for the telephone number I am not even supposed to have anymore( 561-594-5921)…. There was a message/number called at 4am…. but the new number that is also completely messed up…. Obviously….from today’s  occurrences….

Money and the control of a person’s contacts gives these criminals power…why doesn’t someone sop them!!!!!

So  when I called my mother’s home from the magic jack number… I had this “fake mom” who was trying to convince me that there are these horrible issues and problems with basically every member of my family……  of my family.. this horrid girl was trying to tell me something bad about every single  member of my family… saying  my sister maura was horrible.. that my sister mattie was horrible and that my aunt and mom were fighting..   completely wrong!!!!! AlL of it!!!! ...

Completely  evil to try to manipulate and cause havoc and drama and trauma and emotional distress for one phone call… and one movie!!!!  It got me so mad I packed up everything and went to my guard gate and  after calling from the guard  gate…I took my car and raced to my mom’s house when I  couldn’t  reach her on the phone… then when I saw she was alright… I raced home wondering what  damage the idiots could have done in a few short minutes…  and why they   could have wanted me out of my home?…

If it was the same girl from la playa.. i know the face but not the name .. they /she lies….. and may be one of the girls who has been stealing jobs from the  babysitting businesses with whatever her partner in crime is….…

once someone who looked exactly like her…( was actually by my aunts home once and she  said she was British) but when i was babysitting for the look alike of this girl she said she was from Ohio(?)..but here again I could have been sitting for the babysitters.. and the fake couple was a liar… again… because they had said they were from  ohio… but then from England????? What is going on????…a really mixed up story..

Anyway…thought i saw a girl like her hanging out by my aunts condo… wonder  if she is conning her way into pretending to be me… and was someone who met my aunt at the ritz for dinner when all my  communications  got totally mixed up… i seriously hope there  is karma.. and a god who is just and that all these girls get all tangled up in their web of deceit!!!! and choke!!!!

anyway it is now 1;35 and i did not go to the movie…. will not  go to the 2pm movie… so another holiday  weekend ruined by manipulative disgusting worthless human beings… how self centered.. how rude. and how horrible..ruining phone conversions.. ruining relationships… ruining  holidays….  

(excuse my typing… its going  to be worse than ever… my  1st nail  on the right hand completely broke off… totally bleeding and the band-aid helps a bit but it still hurts to type…)
 

So now i know for certain that the magic jack phone is absolutely worthless.. but I figured it would be when the parcel of important papers and two credit cards and two keys were stolen… but then I keep forgetting that these can artists have somehow decided  that I don’t matter…. I don’t matter right???… so its o.k. to harm my life to ruin holidays… and to manipulate  my life and my family….  and it is o.k. they have already stolen all my money.. businesses…business ideas…  and done everything humanly possible to give me the worst 7 years of my life… for no reason at all.. I mean …. Am I in some type of competition to be me? to have my family?  for a husband?? for a new business?? for what?  I never signed up to have my life destroyed… never signed up and gave anyone permission at all to ruin any part of my life… and I want to know who is responsible for today’s  disaster… what a waste….. what selfish and horrible people… I  think I  will also put this in the www.mygingerbreadman.com blog as well…    
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