So excited to turn on the television an d 60 minutes is doing a whole episode on Saudi Aramco… and an interview of ali al naimi…. I met his son rami when I was pretty young…. I had tried to locate him many times…. To see and speak with an old friend… to see how his life turned out.. like any of my old friends I wonder I always wonder if they are happy, if they are happy with the choices they made in their lives, if they got to achieve all their dreams and goals… Gosh, the last .time i saw Rami, I was maybe 20 years old… and I went to Villanova to go and visit… when he invited me to come and visit…..he was a perfect gentleman, and we stayed friends went out shopping, and sightseeing, and it was a nice visit..
The episode made me think of growing up in Aramco… of the safely of the Aramco communities… no crime, the mother Aramco who took care of all the upkeep of the houses, the grounds, the tennis, and the swimming pool… everything was taken care of.,, a great way to grow up… I was going to ask my mom.. did they even pay an electric bill? … I tried to call my mom when the show was being aired… but this is weird, I called and no one answered the telephone number I dialed…but then I got a call coming in at the same time showing the same number that should have been my mom… so I tried to call again an still no answer… my conclusion I guess that my mom’s number has been spoofed…. And the call in showing her telephone number… again… there is a long list of scum that have been spoofing her number for a long, long time…. You know those scummy parasites I have been writing about… the ones who get a kick of lying to me… stealing business +….. conning me out of opportunities….of speaking with my friends, my family and stealing from my home, from my life,… and that no one seems to be able to stop….
Also this wed….. an American fugitives.. featuring an Iranian person who did something… and guess what his alias id…. Yep “fred”… I definitely need to watch that…
but then i made the mistake when i saw that skype was on,,,, to call marion greagory on skype… and now i am in tears and almost threw up…. what’s with these idiots,, they make up stories and i get stuck with a different family every day,,,,, i should have just stayed in school in france when i was 18 i think i would have been over not having my family if i had to deal with the loss since then…..maybe… but its been soo lonely…. and so many problems these ass holes have me go though that i shouldn’t have had to go through., and the mean women and girls who just get a kick out of making sure to give me the worst case scenario.. and who must in some sick way enjoy seeing me cry,,especially on holidays…
this is what i miss the most: i miss having real loving and caring people around me and in my life… genuine friends ….. I miss having people you can trust… when you call them to tell them anything … that you can trust them,, and they won’t hurt you…. won’t use information against you,… that they actually want you to be happy and help you to achieve your hopes and dreams … i haven;t had those kind of scumm people in my life for years…. they will be nice for a short time and then i realize they wanted some thing….they want me to be out of the way so some girl can steal my life… they want me to work hard so they can steal a business… they want me to go through hell so their fake little princesses get to enjoy the life i should have been allowed to have….even when they wanted me to baby sit.. so they could break and enter into my house., steal my clothes ..or shoes.. or jewelry… or opportunities,..like the wedding i dint get invited to because e i wasn’t allowed to actually make any friends in 10 years…. 10 years without friends… what criminals imposter freak thought of that one…. but its not that i didn’t 5 years old…. i had my sisters who were my best friends most of my life…. want friends .. i had best friends from when i was wanted dinner parties and going out to have fun and laughing .. i really miss laughing…,. i wanted great and fun memories.. and great times and great people that you can depend on and who just by being a part of your life.. they make your life better….. getting dressed up to go to bridal showers.. or even planning what you can buy for presents…. going shopping and going out to lunch… and having a group of people who wanted you to have a great life… not to lower your life style and your life until you cry in the shower because over and over they ruined everything!every part of your life they ruined and no matter how hard you try to put it all back together …. no one helps.. and you still have a messed up credit score and credit t report because of the identity thief, or you still don’t have the a cute decorated condo full of new furniture… you always wanted .. or you will never have the love of your life or…. have children and have what you ever wanted… all because these selfish women and their bratty bitchy scum need to steal and ruin other peoples lives… not raise others up …no these petty small minded scummy women and men are the scum of the earth,,,,,they don’t want you to have anything better than them… or to have too great of a life… hey like the cinderella step sisters and mean step monster….. right?
because you actually love these people sooo much…I used to love all of that… i miss telling on the phone to people who had nice stories…and fumy jokes.. who you could trust to share your daily life with,,,,
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!
what scummmm what horrid disgusting scumm. they are repulsive and disgusting…to the core of who they are… i would never hurt them.. steal from them or lie to them…. ever!….. but i will never go out of my way for any of them again.,, i won’t make extra spaghetti sauce and share it or choc chip cookies and share them… bring by a gift or lunch,,, or write a nice card or buy an extra movie i thought they would like…. ,,, I won’t call to tell them a great movie or show i think they will like will be on the television.. or pick out a gift because it makes me think of them,.,, i will no longer open my hear t to a bunch oh heartless scumm whatever nationality or whoever they are…. and if god willing i am able to WIN the lottery the fla. state lottery…. i will not give them a dime …… i will not buy them a home, or a car, or a business.,., i will not make their hopes and dreams come true… i will not ever open my self up to their lies and their deceit ..
Hey .but then this is what psycho freak Gerard wanted right?t to separate me from my family…. to rui
n lives.. and businesses.. to destroy all that was great in my family and even in me…… but its what most abusers want…. when they get you all alone and weak.,,, just ask karen kahel and her bully friends .. that is when they pick on you more…when they smell a weakness….. they attack…. they make up lies and they attack….. they change who you are,, and who you wanted to be,,,, oh maybe the bully-whore is in town stealing and lying and cheating someone out of something…,., did i mention the picture on her couter.. she must have stolen form my sister maura.. anyway it looked like maura and looked like my dad…. wonder if that was what karen kahels hired dad…. so when i was working my ass off and saving money and planning for my future… for going back to school,,. at that time i wanted to go to interior design school,,.. and traded in my fully paid off car for a lease,. that then was taken away form me…,, did the bitch start trespassing into my complex and into my home when/ screwing up my mortgage…. credit card accounts… and stealing my life….. my real life you criminal scum…….. mine…..it was my real life experiences…. I pray their is justice and you don’t get away with it.,…you ruined lives on purpose…. you lie on purpose… today your dad is dying… no wait….. your mom….or aunt or friend….is dying .. no….now they want you to cry because they want you to believe your going to lose your home… no…. your going to lose everything….. you….. you…..lie….. so I walk on eggshellls and think the world is ending at any minute … while you steal from my family,,,and live it up…. may god never have mercy on your souls…. you fake freaks..,,, i don’t give a shit if you are actors…. who the hell gives you the right to make me cry?
I miss having a friends i can call and tell and share television shows,,,,, and jokes…. goals, hopes and dreams… and happy memories,….. and emails and happy stories instead of these jelious petty stinnky girls who only tell me about horrible situations,.,, this skype where the lady put down her white hanky,,,, .t .,,,old me that and this is soo conditional… if i don’t accept[t that they gave me a horrid deal and i have to deal with the worst case scenario..she throws her arms up in the air ,,,and proclaims that she is through with me,,, then she said i looked so dark..,,,( th e lights were off in my room) and said something in Spanish.,,. i am not Spanish,… i am not.. Indian though i have been to India.. nor African even though we have gone on African safari…. oh i was going to call my mom and tell her that on the prince Charles PBS memories special..they showed treetops… i was there…. but then i thought why bother… it won’t be my mom.. it won’t even be a friend and i will be completely disappointed in the fake freaks on the phone,., who are playing god and picking and choosing these horrid experiences for me to go through,,, why cruel and mean scum… and i am not Arab even though i have lived in Saudi Arabia… and i used to have a great family who was nice and loved me… or maybe it was just people who thought they could use me…. isn’t that why some scum bag wanted me to lose weight? so from the back of my head they can say i am somebody else…. that being me mary jean ziska is somehow not allowed…. just like being happy and joyful is not allowed.. just like having hopes an dreams is not allowed.. or dating or falling in love or getting married.. not allowed… who are these psycho freaks?…. other than criminals and con artists who have been stealing my family ‘s possessions for at least 10 years…. who lie and cheat and steal …. idenities.. friends and anything the can get there grubby little hands on.. like the bitch who wanted me to have a mom who was out at a laundry mat at 9:30pm at night on fri night .. not my mom…. but the little withc needs to lie so she can steal my family and my life.. what a jelious bitch! and such a wanna be… probably the same girls who bulliedme on my birthday… and who steals my clothes and jewlery and pictures…. so irish traveler… i know she must have blue eyes… men are a mix..,. kinda blueish kinda greenish at times… but the lady on skyp really blue eyes…. and it is a holiday weekend and who ever was answering the cellphone of my mom… total bitch and fake….must be her ohio state relative who steals lives.,,, right? same group as karn kahel and her criminal friends…. this lady actually got off trying to say i was spanish.. then that i was mean or yelled a lot… hell yea… of course i am yelling at a person who is not my mom and is trying to make me look bad…. that is not my mom nor even a friend … but she imposter bitch must be enjoying the weekend here… wonder who she is lying to this time ….screwing this time.. …
I was trying to figure it out…. who was the imposter stealing my life this past month …. or two months or 6 months… some selfish girl who …. who what? needed me to do all the research on saving my home, on saving everything…. who was the girl who had a nice time on my birthday…. last year there was this song about brazil playing when we walked out of the grill.. you know girl from iponemia (sp?) and i think all the way back from when carla the girl from brazil who wanted me to marry her psycho brother so he could get a green card… you know i ‘v told you about the girl who made me cry on Christmas eve when i missed seeing or even talking to my sisters….(2004) the girl who told me that my family thinks i am dead and i should be happy with whatever family i get….. yep… i think she had her friend from brazil steal my idenity then…. or coudl it be this time there was a girl in a white honda…. who went to play with my niece and was leaving when i was arriving to play with her… and my “mom” told me actually told my niece said something wierd like ” yes we looked alike we looked exaclty alike…..)
.when i last spoke with scott on skype and he thought i was someone else,,, ( who ? the imposter bitch who has been stealing my idenity and my life) ….. he told me he was an actor…. so actor or conartist…. or what are all these people?
what kind of a mother ever does or says that stuff.,. oh i forgot…. 1kings 3 16-28…. the fake moms i think she is one of don kensigs fakes…. don kensig.. this guy who supposedly was a boyfreind of my mom.. a little criminals type who wanted my mom’s business and her house,… and bullied me when we were in colorado…and scott renshaw was the only person to come in and save the day….. my aunt Em gregory…..told me that at the wedding it was all fake….. i don’t know if she meant all the people,., all the ceremony or what …..but when we were looking at pictures later.,,,, there were pictures that were taken in the day time,,,, when the wedding was at night… and i looked taller…
also another thing wierd,., when i was supposed to go to my aunt rita’s funeral.,,, it was beign held on a monday not sunday,, and my dad had me sit up with my cousins,,,as if i was Nancy ( my cousin who died when we were 25….) instead of with my dad and my sisters….
woerd huh.. it was like it was staged and i was a prop,… and the same with all the horrid things i am suposed to go through…
yes Nancy is lucky she is dead and not dealing with a bunch of liars and cheats who only make lives horrible….
so the lady on skype said she is reading these blog posts…. i never hurt you i never lied to you i never made you go though any bad experiences….you are nothing like a true mother… go read the bible… 1 kings 3:16-28…. you break my heart … and ruin my memories of my mom… my mom loved me…. she didn’t just want to see me so she could sneak some little whore into my gated community…. so some idiot boy could get laid for the holiday weekend.and so some witch could use my pool and the amenities…. are you one of the irish traveleres? one of the gypsies criminal scum?… just a con artist by trade or what? a cold hearted actor or is that one in the same a con artist/ actor?????? is my real mom dead?… don’t you have a soul? a conscious? do you care that you ruin lives or hopes or dreams? do you car about anyone but yourself?
I am soo sick of meeting crooks… or people who claim to be crooks…. where are the heroes?