this evening … the alarm went off at 10:10pm stating it was the living room sliding glass door that was causing the alarm to go off.. then it went off again at 10:22pm then the last time …  (I didn’t catch the exact time… but it wasn’t long after the  last  time… so probably about 10:27… but each time the alarm and motion sensor said it was the  sliding  glass door…  and I could see the sliding glass door  from  the alarm center…. hummmm again weird right? 

I turned the alarm on with all things locked up… and closed…. at about 10 pm this evening… 

i just don’t  feel very safe at this moment…     I checked the windows… all that i could  see.. and  checked the  garage… it all looked alright… i guess… I didn’t go out side and walk around   or anything ..

This kind of thing… these are times when i miss having old  my  roommate Scott here.. or having my dad here.. he would have made me feel safe… or getting that guard dog… to patrol around… the house on attack mode… 

anyway… did i mention i hate criminals …. and breaking and entering  is a crime…

I tried to call my mom    no answer.. on her home phone.. or her cell.. and usually she answers in case it is  work..or  one of her daughters who may  need her.. for emergencies… I think she will always be one  of those mom’s who is available for  emergencies… and  to be perfectly honest i appreciate that…. especially when i am afraid.. like now…. 

 when I couldn’t  get a hold of her..I tried to call my old  roommate Scott Renshaw… but just got the  answering machine  so i left a message…