so everything is stanrting allover agin.. i had my mom come over yesterday… now does this sound right.. that they do mri’s at 8:30pm?????? anyway… that is what i was told so she oudl nt comm eby my hoem for dinner until after the mri.. which put here at my home at 9:30pm for diner… no problem… and it was actually a rally nice visit… jsut the two of us.. out on the lamai.. with candles.. and sharing a ritz cookie… ( along with the cinamon crepes.. and the stew… well soet of i made the white saue.. and a bunch of veggies.. nad then this strognoff type sauce… to be realy honest it was and is great…
so then she stayed and we visited until about 11:30pm and i ended up cleaning up allthe dishes
( only had one load in the dishwasher…. by midnight…) bu thad this horrid spliting headache… and the headach didnt go away… and i was in bed allday today… i actually woke up a bit early 7:30amish t open windows and to cool down the ondo… and then i was in bed untilabout 5pm… Yesterday allthe bcable was out.. jsut in my condo.. and when it was put back on ionly have a few channels…
i watch a movie on 96 and on teh catholic religious channel… inbetween sleeping alot…
but today when i usedto phoen to call my mom… all hell broke lose ..it was like she was an uneducated constructuion boy… a real pig… who”couldn’t handle anythng” and was nothing like the sweet perosn who came eby last night… wha teh hell..
and when i tried calling scott renshaw… theyhung up on me… WHAT THE HELL… and the person on teh phoen was tryong to tell mytha mycousin GREG who is supposedly in town cnat se mye because he is busy painting a roof.. AGAIN… not my family!!!!!!!!! i know one son upstairs is a roofer… for an ohio family..did somem ass hoel ge tmy family and ther family mixed up again…
THIS IS GOING TO BE AHORRID THANKS GIVEDING AND CHRISTMAS!!!! and i am sooo lonely as it is…
beside gogin to babysit for the wrong people… and haven g two computer broken. and $240.00 stolen… and a headlight broken….. adn these ass holes takein gaway my tv channels… and not allowign me to see or talk to my family… i feel like i have been kidnapped and sold to a really rtotten family…. really rotten family… who doesnt care one bit about me..
infat i had this guy/girl who was pretendign to be my mom on the phoen …. tell me when i triedto talkto her /him about the type of boys/men i would like to have in my family… to date so i coudl be adoped into ther famiy i guess… beause the peorpl onteh pnoen are rotten… and not nice and not my family!! not even my friends… any way.. thes people basialliy said they dont care what i am looking of in a guy… especialy since they dont are that i waanted soemene
NORMAL…. no dreg problems no alchol rpobmes no crazies… and no freaks… and felons…
Where are the normal people!!!!!!!
I miss my family …..my lovign normal genuine family…. mylovign and genuine freinds…
i wanat in a guy.. a white.. caucasian, not even overly tan… nromal guy…
who is tall thin normal althlec build but normal… not body buildre
who is blond or has light brown hari. but was blond when he was a child… and definatley blue eyes…. ans ewho is intelligent.. and abmitious entrepreneural spitit..sucessful professional genreous kind rpmantic imaginative nice thoughtful great at conversation funny witty clever.. has taste nammers etiquette great family iwoudl want ot be a part of.. encouragian and supportive of achieving goals and dreams great with money adn fianances makes intelligetn decissions someoen who is integuing interesting well heeled adn makes smart deissionns in all areas of life… who has morals and values and ethics.. who
Monthly Archives: November 2011
Thursday November 10th 2011@11:38pm… ( freakingout … my alarm to my cono went off three times from 10pm until 11pm.. tonight… yikes..)
o.k so now I’m freaking out a bit…
this evening … the alarm went off at 10:10pm stating it was the living room sliding glass door that was causing the alarm to go off.. then it went off again at 10:22pm then the last time … (I didn’t catch the exact time… but it wasn’t long after the last time… so probably about 10:27… but each time the alarm and motion sensor said it was the sliding glass door… and I could see the sliding glass door from the alarm center…. hummmm again weird right?
I turned the alarm on with all things locked up… and closed…. at about 10 pm this evening…
i just don’t feel very safe at this moment… I checked the windows… all that i could see.. and checked the garage… it all looked alright… i guess… I didn’t go out side and walk around or anything ..
This kind of thing… these are times when i miss having old my roommate Scott here.. or having my dad here.. he would have made me feel safe… or getting that guard dog… to patrol around… the house on attack mode…
anyway… did i mention i hate criminals …. and breaking and entering is a crime…
I tried to call my mom no answer.. on her home phone.. or her cell.. and usually she answers in case it is work..or one of her daughters who may need her.. for emergencies… I think she will always be one of those mom’s who is available for emergencies… and to be perfectly honest i appreciate that…. especially when i am afraid.. like now….
when I couldn’t get a hold of her..I tried to call my old roommate Scott Renshaw… but just got the answering machine so i left a message…
I went through all sort of possibilities… in my mind.. could it be someone breaking in?… or a mix up in the wiring?… or both?…. don’t think I will be sleeping very well tonight… at least i will defiantly make sure all locks and additional precautions for security are in place tonight… definitely make sure of that…
Thursday November 03rd 2011@11:36pm ( my mom got a bully email… )
So today I had a phone call from caller id: ( 26669-6687) yep, not enough numbers for a real phone number…. But it is supposed to be my mother’s caller id… on the one phone it says anonymous… then on another phone it has that weird number…. But that’s not the major point I wanted to make… the caller on the line said that she received a really mean email from my sister Maura… Now this couldn’t possibly be true… an email saying that she ( my sister Maura   I tried to remind the person on the phone that I had received numerous phone calls that were from bullies.. and letters an even cards that were all meant to harass to bully and to make me cry… to isolate me from my family and my friends and meant to separate me from my family.. Hundreds in fact… over these horrid years… so many I even called Gloria fletcher ( a family friend and criminal attorney ) and she reassured me that my family still loved me.. and no those horrid letters or cards or phone calls couldn’t possibly be from my family… I once even called maura’s husband eric…. When someone e tried to tell me that my sister Maura didn’t even like me anymore… That is not ever the type of thing my sister would ever say…. Or ever tell someone to say to me…. Whoever is trying to separate me or my mom from my sister… the sister who is the attorney. …Who has children… who has a really nice life… could it be possibly to what??? Steal Christmas presents? Manipulate holiday plans…. Why the hell would someone do something like that? I know my real genuine authentic mother…. I know how much she loves her children.. and I know my sister Maura .. and I know how much she loves her mother… and how much she loves her family… Good God people… WHY???? why does someone get a kick of out messing with a family.. trying to destroy relationships… and trying to destroy a life time of love… this really stinks… DON’T HURT MY FAMILY! It is really suspicious that this is starting right around the time of the holidays….. what type of mean, sick demented, person wants to separate a 74 year old mother from her daughter and her granddaughter… My sister may be a lawyer.. but she is also a great, loving daughter.. and a great loving sister… a note to the bullies… and the tormentors… Quit it! These people tried to have my mom believe that my sister didn’t love her.. or… like her… to the point that she was upset.. and wrapping a present for me and my sister Mattie… but not for Maura?… what a crock of poop…. My mother was the epitimy of unconditional love.. and she even got a present for Maura each and every birthday that Mattie and I shared… she wanted us all to have great holidays.. to have great lives… and to be really happy…. She is a great mom who isn’t some embarrasement… or unloved by her children… she is an amazing woman, mother, and now a grandmother… and would be a blessing to all she is able to visit… i dont understand why somebody still wants to create unnecessary drama or to try to make my; family look horrid… is my family so much of a threat? someoen sooo unhappy that we can love each other? or be nice to each other? or actually want ot be around each other?… sisters sho ar suposrtive of dreams.. and of futures… a mother who showed us the world .. and allowed us to have so many advantages…. and rally really loved us.. and wanted us to have great lives… that is the family i remember.. not allthe fake dramas that some sick individual gets a thrill trying to promote… seriously.. what a pathetic horrid person … who takes pleasure in harming instead of building up people… who wants to seperate instead of unite… i guess that is why they still hide behind fake caller id’s or maniplulations… i hope and pray that they are caught and they are punished for the harm they caused… and are still causing… jsut go bother someoen else… or another family.. youve done enough damage…. are you happy is this allyou wanted???? what a waste.. so much energy for evil instead of for great and wonderful experiences…
either didn’t want my mom to come to her granddaughter’s birthday… or something to the effect????… From what the person on the phone said it sounded really mean… so I knew it couldn’t possibly be from my actual real live sister… Not at all possible!!!!!!!!….