so i havent been on line blogging in a while… i wish i coul dsay it was because ti wa too busy having  a great life…  some days were o.k. but i also had to fix a bunch of things.. since last month..  i had to spend days with my computers… getting theem to run the way they should… now i am hapy to say they are working great.. and that a gentlemen  from microsoft was ableto even retrieve a bunch of material.. letters and such  from a harddrive…  my battery died mysteriously twice…even one day when  i had tested it and ran the car in my garage the day before… one day when i was supposed to babysit for a woman designe r who is from ohio.. i luckily made it to teh sitting job on time and everythng went  fine.. but teh second tme i was stranded at home.. and it was  on a saturday… i thnk htere was even a  wedding goign on …  guess someoen didt wanat tme to inturupt the festivities… hummm….

also i have been spending most of my time at home… assuming that it give the bullies  less of a changce to try ot harm my life… but a few wierd things have happened…  one being this picture frame that i had in my guest bedroom… it was a picture set that  hangs from a rod… and it forms a square with composed of  multiple pictures… well i geot it as a gift  a few christmasses… mysister had origionally calledto tell me that she was sending me a set of cahmire pajamas… then of course as has  been the cse with teh phone calls and giflts and anything tha twoudl be a great gt for me the past few years… i got another call that said i woudlnt be getting that gift but the picture fram instead…  now this is what is wierd.. it fit into a perfet square when i origionally set it up in the guest room… and then wen i decided to move it to  my master bedroom… to put with all the other pictures…  the hooks and the pictures will not  make a perfect square… imean how low… to actually have to manipulate a simimple picture fraam and screw up something so simple… so i jsut put the majority of the pictures on the hooks and the pictures of mea dn mysisters at the egyptian pyramids.. and in formt of the taj mahal.. and us in st. croix and me a s a 5 year old mascott chreerleader… and of cours of my dad and kapilia in australia.. well i just had to put it  on the wall separately…  now why the hell does some idiot need to ruin absolutely everythin g about my life…????? what petty and spiteful liitle girl needs to not  only steal my life my identity  and my pictures?????

speaking of getting mixed up with idenities.. i wasa out yesterday  running some errands… and when i went to go and get gas.. there was this afraican ameriacan guy  in fron t of me with this red and  grey  shirt on … that said ohio state… of course sinc ethe biggest bully of allwas karen kah(from ohio state) and since she liked ot pass her self off any anyone.. or probably steal anyones idenity… i’m jsut assuming here… since i basically  took her place when i was babysittign so she coudl be kissing some dark harded guy in teh pool….UCK….. not her husband… bythe way… 
I told the guy the biggest bylly i ever met was from ohio state and named karen kahel. and that i had heard my cousins gail’s son ended up going to ohi stte istead of norta dame.. and i wished he had goen to notre dame..instead.. ahh.. the murray kids ( mike..who wa sin my grade as a senior in high school her ein naples… and one of the first   people e ever met in naples  endd up going there… to notra dame..   not  ohio state… anyway it was a bit of a wierd day teh dady at eh bakery at publix told me i looked diffeent adn asked about my hair color ( honestly my natural color is probablya pretty dirty  or sandy blond/ brown…if that is a color…  but yes i do dye it.. nowit is blond.. i try n otto go too light… i really don’t want to get mixed up with anything close  to karen kahel and her white blond hair…  not that i look anythng like her… but beign born in ohio…  i really don’t  want to get mixed up with her or her bully clique…. anyway.. as i was saying… my hair.. now blond one color porcessed… but i used to get the one color process…. with high lights… and  i would still have it done  that way if i could afford it now.. i would to also have a standing appointment for a manicur and pedicure… and i was thinkin gback on  how different my life soould have been…  if i didnt have any stupid idenity theives.. and worthless cirminals in my life .. i hate criminals…

also missing from my bathroom cram.. lavender  hand cream from wiliam sonoma..it was a kit …youknow the soap and the cream.. my mother gave it to me ages ago and i rarely use it so to my shock about a cup of it is missing…  also aht lavender soap i bought from the ritz carlton… also about a cup is missing.. but the most noticible thing ins tha bath soap… i just bought it on october 1st and there is no way in hell  that it is half used up in one week…. i coudl actually make oen caontainer last for a whole month or longer…  

another wierd thinkg .. remember when i had mentioned aouthe bloomingdle pillowcases and the actual pillow  disappearing? well i have one pillow case that mysteriously is all ripped.. luckily… not the soft bloomingdale cases i had gotten from my mom as a present but still.. how the hell would that have happened?…. some boy or shore to door servic egirl hiding out agian….  it  is alsway refreshing to hear the sirens of hte police… to think that the y are cathcing the criminals… and to  belive that justice will someday be service to all the  criminals who think it is somehow alright to   harm lives…  
hummm… lets see..i still  lock up everything.. and dotn leave my houes unless necessary… and after hacin ghygine suppoles disappearing..imay hv to attach another lock on lmy bathroom as well? this is gettign ridiculious….
whata shame to have to go though this kind of stuff.. allthe rime.. but at least i hope it is lessening..right? there was a movie on with drew berrymore called “ever after” a cinceraella type story.. set in france witha french prince who of course savs the aday and wisks her away to live happily ever after…  ( actually a favorite  of little girls but especially one littel girl loved it when i was babysitting the last time they were in town….) anyway.. made me think of what if i had jsut stayed in franc when i was 18-19 years old…  it was safe tehr e..no idenity thieves.. no on estealin money or jewlery or usinesses.. or manipulatin glives fo rther owne selfish benefit right? or if i had never met that fat disgusitn gitalina criminal scummm gerard ahler… or never met the bully karen kahel.. ugg….. or if i had been jsut able to  talk to all my real frriends and familyand make new amazing freinds or even start my own family…..  with no psucho manipulatin g and screwing with teh phoens..or computers..or my home or my life… how amzign a life i could have had for the last 8 years.. how absolutly amazing it all could have been….. what a shame…..