Tuesday August 16th 2011 @8:44pm(so I caved and now someone at Genworth life supposedly has my social security number… I am too tired to fight for what I believe is right)

So, today another horrid day… and I am exhausted…. wiped out….   but this blog post is about the W-9 form that my mother  had for me to sign so that I could  get the  4  hundred some dollars from Genworth life…. this faxed social security number and paperwork wenk to yet another person I  don’t know….  name: Latoya … something… my mom didn’t have a last name .. or an id number…  and even  though I did not want to fax it…  ( my belief is still that  a fax machine doesn’t feel like a very secure  method of transferring personal  information)…. I was told that I either fax it today or don’t get my money…….   there….   now someone in virginia or where ever the person is on the phone….could be anywhere….   can ruin my life…  but I am hoping that they don’t…I really can’t  go through all of this again…  

After court …. I went  and got a vanilla ice cream at the ritz…  and my card didn’t work… the strange thing is that a few days ago when I went  to go and check my balance… it was fine… and I had money in the account.. and it did not ask for anythng but my pin number…..but this time it requested my language preferences….  so I had to put in  my lanugage preferences…  which is english..has always been english.. never changed from english…  isnt that odd for a card that I have had forever?   and  even through the actual  bank  changed to a new bank…my card hadn’t asked me for a language preference ……but now it did… hummmmm

  I  mean  for a really long time…   everythng was fine with my accounts.. with my balances… with everything…I  could budget.. and knew when I put money in and how much I could spend… and  everything was working fine…  all my balances were matching up with my purchases… and there were no  problems.. 

Here is a copy of the  receipt: 

 
God,  i am hoping that this isn’t starting all over again… for a while it was a mess…. and  it wasn’t like it  was the banks fault or my fault.. it  seemed to be like  someone was making  purchases a few days after i made them….. the bank accounts were showing the dates a few days off…  for approx. the same amounts.. or even at times the exact amounts… but  because the  figures showed a few days later than they should .. the accounting was all off…  so i basically  gave up and used cash… what a shame…  when it is much more convient to use a debit  card from your bank…. 

if somene wanted my social security number.. suposedly for  capital gains on an account…   and my bank card  may  be acting up again… … does that mean   i have an identity thief  all over again?
  
A long time agao when  this happened … when   the  teller machine had  asked for a language preference.. that is when all hell  broke loose.. when  my purchases and my  recripts never matched up and were a few days off… and it was basically impossible to keep the accounting straight… and when I needed money in the account .. to purchase something.. or to pay for a bill.. or when i payed for a bill online intead of over the phone…    

even today… the last  time I  used my card was for purchasing E- harmony… online..

after the eharmony charge…  when I’m pretty sure I  hadn’t used my card for publix in a while… at least i know i hadnt used it  after the eharony purchase….
 
So … i went to verify… and   I went  to publix and when you use a debit card it immediately goes from your bank account.. but when you use a credit.. it may show up later…  I thought i had  acard that actually took it cout almost immediately for both instances… at least hat is how it had been working  for a long time…so i will just have to be very viligent about the days and times of using my card and the reciept numbers … the lady at the bank said  my bank account just showed  a debit..without a receipt number.. but I’m pretty sure there has to be some sort of verification in teh form of a numbered transaction  that should  catch up to a legitimate receipt…. I will have to check on that… 
 i mean there has to be.. some type of verificataion that will  match up to an actual receipt so that amounts can be verified..and so that pruchases can be verified…  


anyway… after today.. getting home around 3 or 4 pm feeling totallly wiped out ( only had about a total of a  half hour of sleep… last tonight…
why no sleep?…   by the  time  had printed out cases… and looked up various statutes… and even  searched (or shall I say tried to search
   
the last time it did that  it was like i had a duplicate card… and when i went to the bank today to check out the  card the woman told me that  when i swiped the card it said my name is Ziska mary jean…. when i swear i went through  all of this before… it used to be on teh card mary jean ziska….. cn anyoen say idenity thief.. and now probablyan idenity thief who has a singed  W_9 form form the irs…. to verify my social security number… and  God only knws what next…. 

oh crap when I was speaking with my mom… and looking at my acounts.. it is really a bit messed up…  here is what the receipt says…
 it states as transactin #9:   8/15/2011 a purchase of $14.95 
 I never left  my house… infact my mom came over and brought  cash money to use  for gas  to get to court.. because I diddn’t want to use my card…..   I mean honestly and for certain (an I just  called my mom to verify… at least to have a witness.. that I never left my house at all… not at all… 

I didn’t  even go and get gas  on my way to court…  another strange thng about this  account… there is a telephone transfer ( noted as item #7 on 8/8/2011:   “tel trf” of +20.00) I never made a deposit over the  phone or transfered money over the phone…      

so this is why there is no mny in my account.. and why i wasn’t able to use the card at the Ritz… and why my name is backwards…  the last purchse  made was the eharmny on the  5th…. at least that is what thisreceipt says.. i will have to go and verify that .. if everythng else is messed up.. perhaps this is messed up as well…. 

OHHHHHHHCRAPPPPPPPP…………not again……   

on  a positive note.. i put an email request for the  police to please watch my home while i was in court… and  the court house had a lot aof really nice police  or sherrifs….. felt  really well protected….  at the court house…at least…. and the judge and the lawyers were all  very nice…. 

on my way home I could  have sworn I saw my cousin Mark  Bodnar
( say.. he’s a lawyer as well.. as his wife carol… maybe they can really help with  finding info on this court  situation… just
 thought of that … HA!)….
……or someone who looked like him… and  jana sobatova.. or someone who looked like her… driving away from the strand when i was on my way home.. and even when i was leaving for court early in the morning … i  thought i saw gretchen ( from channel -saks 5th ave) headed into the strand… maybe i am  jsut too lonely and everyone jsut looks like friends and family…. 

another  positive…. for  today…. I  think i may have made  a friend who has a west law account… which woudl be very helpful…. … in trying to make sense of all this mess….. and make sure that  i can still sue karen kahel..and Gerard alher and  anyone else who civilly and crimianlly harmed my life…

Also  i bought some lottery tickets….  a few with some numbers that were chosen picks… and of course  a few quick picks…   you jsut never know…. thismorning when i was getting ready a lottery ticket fell at myfeet…  insome small ay i was hoping.. or i guess i am hoping it is a sign.. and a winner will come through… then  all will be sooo much better….

except  will I  still have to watch the credit cards…. or  purchases..  or social security numbers… or who ues my home.. or my life for their own selfish interest?… or  is it possible to actually get a story book happily ever after…. ride  off into the sunset with  all the finances you could ever possibly need… all your  friends and family surrounding you  with devotion  and love.. and genuine affection…. and of course, not to forget…  the hero… or prince charming ..  Ta da…..a super ending…… i mean beginning… and  have all that  you ever wanted  or hoped or dreamed…   

 honestly…. i know without a shadow of a doubt… This …. these horrid experiences… .. this wasn’t supposed to be my life.. or my life story…

HELP!