so this afternoon I called my  mom ( got the phne answering machine with only one business…to talk over the letters I needed to write to the  credit  people. and the credit breau….

After I read her the letter…she started to quote me page 50-51 from the purpose driven life… (I basically don’t agree with anything she said… and neither would  my real mother.. about living now… that  this not the most important part of life..instead that we were supposed to expect a great after life but to not have a great life here???? What????? she said  that we shouldn’t expect anything great now but ….. then  when she was mentionning all this freaky stuff about the grey sky????????… and somehow…. it went on this tangent……

Why can tyou believe in a god who actually wants you to have a great life including great material possessions… and that doesnt negate teh possiblility of giveing back to society.. or makdina great contribution… but it is not exclusive..liekthe time i get a fake mom who  wants me to only put florida as my area for meetingmen oneharmony… if i put the world and meet a great guy who is blond,  blue eyed… handsome, intelligent funny, kind generous, well heeled… and from Sweeden… I am definatley nto goin gto turn down meeting  and talking with him…

All these people are putting limits on my life… not  caring what they do to my life…. THIS IS MY LIFE>>>
please go and mess up you own life…. not mine…  mine has already been destroyed by  enough people as it is… their suggestions… their criminal activities… their lying.. and cheating and stealing….for what? why?    

Whoever it is.. and was… had a very calm voice.. and was very puposeful in her manipulaton …. infact i didn’t even realise it was happening until part way through the conversation or until after the conversation was over….  I mean I  knew my mother  didn’t believe that God allowed bad things to happen to people….. and that  the only rewards were  in heaven… and we aren’t supposed to have nice things on earth…  so I knew whoever was quoting….. was incorrect in  believing my mother thought that way… 

when she was telling me that this life is just tempory… and not to get attached to material possessions… well then I  knew it wasn’t my mom….because my mom LOVED…..  loved shopping… and  she  actually believed in quality items….   and who wanted her daughters like myself….( mary jean ziska… maura ziska and madelon ziska )  to actaully have great possessions…. and she  had given us some really nice and great  material possessions.. infact she  collected great possessions for all of us( the three real daughters…) she collected three of most items from all over the world……
( the last time i heard arguments ( misquotes from the bible)  someone was telling me to go without an inheritance.. or to get along with less… or to not  be attached to any of my possessions or living situations… was an old roomate Patrick Garland… and his argument made me just as angry 

I believed it was just a justificaiton tha tsomeone was stealin gmy inheritance… or mypossessions… or my  gifts.. or anytthing i was supposed to be blessed with… and to jsutify ther criminal actions they tried to tie it into bible quotes… as if…. 

I was told that i should judt wait an dget my inheritance in heaven… and not get any inheritance here on earth…  was that teh littel imposter girsl stealing my babyblanket..my earrings..even my sweater… shoes.. bank accounts… WHAT>>>>>> but i waas supposed to be alright with it becaus ei woudl  get an inheritanc in heaven…. WHAT A LOAD OF CRAP!

 
the person on the phone didn’t want  me to have a great life..including any  great material posessons.. any of the real feeling and beliefs of a mother..my real mother…would have ever thoguth let alone said…..  

It once again wasn’t my real mom on the phone for 239-598-1515….. I tried to call back and got the same evil person who used to have a cell phone that was registered to “gregory marion”.. and used to make me listen to messages… would jsut put the  phone down  and either make me listen to messages on her phone.. or the television…. but “she/he” would start an agrument then put the phone down before i coud ever say anythng…. and dispute the wrong  thing she said about me or my family….. I believe  it to be  one of the scummy girls who was and is still stealing babysitting jobs… ( because she needs the money… so I am told… ) Infact this person  told me she had to go to a baysitting job today…Hummm  then i am always told by these same people who steal the jobs for themselves.. that the ecomomy is bad.. and there are no other baysitting  jobs out there…only the babysitting  jobs they get themselves…. a bunch of thieves and liars…..   

It has to be someone who lies and cheats and steals without  blinking  an eye… who will manipulate  a life and will  try to get  anyone of value  out of my life and make sure the boys who are screwing her daughters… or if she has a son … the whore who is screwing her son and making bastard babies… for their “group of corrupt criminals  ” … you know they breed them… start them really young to do all the dirty work… . well they will do anythng to protect   “their own”  whoever that may be….  I just know I hate imposters.. and criminals.. and cant wait until one day there is justice! 

 UGGGGGGGG I really need a biometric voice recognizing device…. where are all the technology  people when you need them…

anyway  now I am totally pissed…I wonder if  todays conversation had anything to do with  the three old men who walked over to my complex on the  golf path from antother area in the complex… in their grey sweatsuits …. one had an aqua baseball hat..and the other two i cant remember.. i noticed them but i guess I didn’t realize I would  have to notice all the people who were going to affect my  phone conversations … and my life….today….     perhaps they were relatives for karne kahel’s bastard making  boys…. or her relatives for that matter… or  they jsut came by to see who ever the boys are hiding away to play with…. like in 1404… or the other ohio state condo… where there is the gold infinity with the ohio state plates… 

yesterday there was a white cadilac…

this person on the phone did  not want  me to have a white caucasian family( which i do) because that is who and what i am….. .. didn’t  want  a certain goup of people to associate with me.. and went about trying to get rid of those people in my life… with her wierd stories…

now would I want certain people who are ciminals not  in my life… sure. yes of course… i dont want any criminals in my life.. ntr do i want any people with durg problems or alchol problems..or even  mental problems… .. but i never know if the person on the phone is making my life better or worse…with the wierd stories..

I’ve had people do both…. and my complete trust in people is totally gone… and my
level of distrust is extrememly high…


I am a a real, normal person… I  assume that each time I call my mom’s telephone number I am actully going to reach my mom… it is alway such a shock to find out that once again some idiot has either hacked into her phone  or somehow… i am not  speaking to whomever i think i am speaking to… I am not one of the freaks who can always tell the difference in people on the phone …. and I really don’t understand how they go aboaut doing it.. but so many times  someone else seems to answere the number i am trying to call and it is not my mother answering  the number…and then i base my life on what they tell me… that an aunt is dying.. or my sisiter is on vacation… or ths horrid thing is happening or that horrid thing is happening… 

I  was reading about estoppel by representation:  An estoppel that arises when one makes a statement or admission that induces another person to believe somethingn that results in that person’s reasonable and detrimental reliance on the belief ….. especially equitable estoppel.  

Equitible Estoppel:  
1.  A defensive doctrine preventing one party from taking unfair advantage of another when through false language, or conduct, the person to be estopped has induced another person to act in a certian way, with the results that person has been injured in some way.  This doctrine is founded on principles of fraud.  
1. there wasa false representation of concelement of marerial facts, 
2.  the representation was known to be false  the party making it or the  party was negligent in not knowing its falsity 
3.  It was believed to be true by the person to whom it was made
4.  the party making the representation intended tot it be acted on, or the perosn actin on it was justified in assumin g ths intent
5.  The party asserting estoppel acted on the representation in a way  that will result in substantial prejudice unless the claim  of estoppel succeeds.   

I think i can honestly say.. that the conartists and people who have manipulated my life  in a negative manner.. for their own  selfish intent…. to benefit themselves… have basically told me lies wanting me to belive these lies… in ordre to commit many of ther crimes… and  acts of fraud… and have harmed my life emensly!