so last night since i was blogging.. and on line I decide to go through my pictures in my picture file  on my computer and see  how many pictures were actually missing… I started crying.. there were lots… but as i often do..i try to stop crying by  thinking of it as a problem that just needed be solved… solving I tried to console myself with the knowledge that some of the pictures I could possibly return to my computer were in an envelope that  was together with all my passports… in my purse…

So i woke up early  this Sunday with the  plans to go to 7am mass… ( which i did go )….  and started to look through my purse… no pictures… then i emptied my purse… no pictures… and then i cried… there were
1. pictures  of my date functions  from college….
2. pictures form different times with an old roommate scott renshaw 
 don’t know if they were of the Scott who had wrinkly hands… or had the cavities.. who had the larger nose… who  had to the  mole on his upper thigh.. the one who liked to swim, or run, or  even the one who used these weird jumpy shoes…. the person who liked to eat junk food.. or who ate healthy… who played cards with me.. or who played scrabble with me…pictures form when i went to my aunts condo in Colorado with hm and my mom and don kensig… 

3. pictures of me with my sister Maura and people in her wedding.. .in new york at her wedding…..
4.  pictures from a Christmas where i was wearing a black and white outfit.. and spending it in west palm beach  at my sister’s husbands house… 

5. pictures of me with  my mom on mother’s day when we went to the movie theater at silver spot…  

i’m sure there are more.. i can’t remember everything right now..

i went to  my mother’s home after church… to see if she still had any of the pictures…. i know she didn’t have the picture of the scott who liked tennis and we had gone ( as friends ) to a concert they held at the beach club.. and some man took  the picture.. or possible of any of the  pictures from Maura;s  wedding… not the actual wedding but when we were all in her room before.. and she was getting ready… … pictures i can never get back and i never had on a digital camera… 

so this is personal…. the lying… the cheating.. the stealing…  these crimes ……it is personal….

 last evening there was a movie on channel 96 ( the channel where you can see what is scheduled for television…  right there on the television was a woman who looked like a relative of karen kahel.. like an older version.. same face… just with red hair. and a British accent…. ..the movie was about  a woman’s who has a teenage who has a baby… the mother in the move was about as mean and evil as Karen  as well… but when i saw it…  and saw her… i actually had a physical reaction .. felt  sick to my stomach… then i assumed that the Ohio state whore I  mean bully must be back in town… and no wonder i had a khaki cashmere sweater stolen from a little girl who looked like her…  and some sorority pictures stolen from  my car and now… the entire envelope  is missing… and i am wondering if in April… that the problems.. with my computer.. and the entire computer crash… and   and all the missing files.. and pictures…   had anything to do with the same stupid and worthless human beings who must enjoy ruining  peopl’s lives….

I just cant believe that someone….. one person?  or a group of people  can be sooo evil for sooo long….    an to  steal such personal items… pictures.. cards or notes.  that  cannot be replaced if not returned…

what horrible people.. what selfish people.. what pirates…  

or since karne kahel has a track record of trespassing.. perhaps she will be bringing in a child or two whether  for someone to “see”…hummmmmm wonder how much money she gets from  all the  possible dad’s she hooks up with all the  babies…. or maybe the trespassers will want to use a pool… or  the tennis courts.. or some golfing… who knows.. just depends how much they can get away with right? and since i seem to be the only person who actually hates criminals… and  isn’t  into lying or cheating or stealing..   especially since today no one knows where to “put me”….

since  the girls who lie and cheat from  Ohio state.. like the girl who drove into my complex in the gold Cadillac… who had a convertible with Ohio plates.. I’m guessing since a scott renshaw look alike went to visit her on mother’s day.. it must be one of the residences now  where…  they service the boys….  whatever that means i’ll leave it up to your imagination…     .especially since  karen was screwing  some dark haired  guy from the bank… ( reminder that the husband todd she introduced me to was bald) when her son greyson was 3 months old…   and knowing these girls have no morals no values and  deserve to be in jail… but because they spread their  legs… they get anything they want.. especially if they are in their 20’s or 30’s and want to be an actress or singer… or will do anything for these actors… i mean con artists.. i mean scum of the earth… 

o.k. enough venting…   back to their  criminal exploits 

Why would anyone want personal pictures?… my personal pictures?.. I’m guessing they were after particular pictures.. perhaps its the ohio state whore.. i mean traspassor.. Karen kahel.. the picture of her actually trespassing… with a  date and time that proves that she was  trespassing.. and  running into  a gated  complex   without  on a list of any kind … to go and meet which ever of the boys she was servicing at the time and in the  mean time stopping to bully …. but  i bet she puts on a good act.. speaking of the tv movie where the girl looked just like her.. i mean some relative…  Does anyone know who the actress ? and if it is a family of GRIFTERS… or TRAVELERS… or
gypsies ..or connected to all of the above… who knows maybe the  picture i saw of her with dark haired girl… maybe she is even connected  to the slime martuci family… . or whatever you call a petty thief.. or conartist..

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 Ugg…. i mean actors.. i mean con artists.. it makes me remember  when
i was babysitting in Autumn woods and a person  actually  tell me : she
thought “i was one of them?”  what the hell does that mean? … i am
not an actor like she was..or is.. i am not a mother like she is .. and i
am defiantly not a liar cheater or thief….    like i think that group
was since it was when i was babysitting for her that the jobs only got
cancelled when i called the police and  asked them to do a special drive
by and arrest anyone in my home  when i am not there…

God I hate them….i hate  criminals….

 and in joel osteen… his  message was about  what a great god we have.. one who actually loves us and protects us and will return all that  has been stolen… Well God… i must say you are not doing a very hot job  far as returning everything… or protecting me from more  bad. happening… .. even mass today… saying something to the effect that they were mentioning a reading preparing someone up to the task   or up to making good on God’s’ abundant blessings…..