Monday may 30th 2011@12:48am( destroying a person’s history… does that equal destroyng a person’s present and future?)

 so I pose a question this evening or actually morning…  i finished babysitting.. and silly me.. my cable was out in my neighborhood for a day.. but since i spent a day at my mom’s house.. i actually thought it may have been out for two days.. and just  found out that it is now back on.. Great!   Now i can actually catch up on this blog.. and on trying to do more research on the spoof card… or programs  for voice recognition… 

but right now.. i wanted to put down that on Sunday  I had a great day with my mom… we spent most of the day visiting.. and watching movies at her home… just  nice to have have a mom back as a friend… but today on the  phone … an entirely different situation… 
 a letter being written about my mother’s last 30 years… really didn’t sound at like … first calling form the  guard gate.. i had a mom  who told me she wanted me to go with her to cosco.. to buy her  things…. ??? what ?? my mom has never asked me for money….i mean my real  mom  never asked me for money and didn’t want to go somewhere if i wouldn’t  buy her something???? then another call was a mean person calling me crazy… because she or he didn’t understand  the research on biometric recognition of  people over the phone.. or how these idiots have ruined my life… another person  wrote a letter that only sounded like my mother’s writing and her eloquent way  of making life here in Naples.. or travels… or even minimal events sound spectacular.. and wonderful… my mother’s  letter from  Saudi where she described in detail all the events of our first year in Saudi…  is was amazing.. so wonderful…. i put  it in my gingerbreadman.com blog…    

but back to the question about someone  altering your history.. any of millions of stories.. or events.. even of the current situation …. will it destroy your life? YES is the correct answer…  

take for example.. in this so called letter..it was mentioned that my mom would want to stay in her current house… even if she won the lottery… but in fact i know for a  fact.. the love she had for the  beach… for living  in Saudi right on the persian gulf… she LOVED IT…. would walk on the beach every day…   in fact the love for the beach.. was one of the reason’s that she and my dad bought the condo  on the  beach..  and she always said she wanted to move back to the beach… in fact i put it as my affirmation.. that  i wanted to buy her a condo in either the Remington… at bay colony or the Trieste… in bay colony.. in fact we had talked about the location.. the proximity to the ritz… and how nice it is… 

My parents haven’t  changed that much ..my family hasn’t changed that much but  so many people  keep screwing up  the story of my life.. and  really these little whores who  like to ruin lives and reputations…with semi truths about families.. and about my family i guess to make their own family look great.???? how selfish and so petty and small minded… i mean.. i guess they are not friends.. which brings me to the point i should  mention…that on the phone this evening… i was also told that the person on the phone was my mother.. not my friend??? my mother was one of my friends.. so were my sisters….  and also the girls had to get off the phone… maybe one of the whore to doors.. who needed to get back to her boys…. or to tonight’s services…. she also began to sing.. the best is yet to come.. before  hanging up the phone… these weird phone conversations…  8 years of this crap…  it just  reminds me  of all the bullies.. of my crying.. of all the suffering and  infliction of emotional distress… totally not necessary… and not warranted and not requested…  the wall street journals were all sold out at my closest publix… so i went to the publix by the vinyards..

 my first thought of course  was that not only are the “boys” back  in town picking  and choosing their month long living and sleeping arrangements.. but also the businesses that they will help to sponsor depending on their perceived intelligence..  and profitability… and then I  was thinking of  what I have learned from all these fakes…

 is they are really great at picking and choosing  a little/small or portion of anything .. they know part of a story… or they know  a portion of a story… but not all the real  details to make it authentic … they mix up histories.. stories.. and can ruin a life by changing everything….  its like playing telephone ( when you were kids…) and a message starts out one way. .. then is soo messed up by the end of the circle… how can you make it right again? 

these stories… you can slant them or spin them anyway you want… i keep speaking to girls ow whoever  on the phone… who seems to want to slant  any of my life stores in the negative…. they want to belittle my life… or life experiences.. to belittle my family.. and how proud I am of my mother my father… and sisters…. its not a friend or  great family  member who would ever do that.. its actually not a great person who would do anything like that.. yes.. I’m sure they are insecure..and of course they have an agenda..   and they are not the type of person i would ever choose to be around… or to choose to have as a friend…  they are not enough of a person to be authentic.. or genuine…. . but not really  genuine enough to be REAL …..  they are not  authentic… not at  all!!!!   and i really wish  people    would  be authentic..honest…and genuine… and be real friends…especially on the phone… i miss chatting on the phone…  to real friends and family…. ones who love you… and like you… shouldnt be too much to ask…..right?

      

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