so I pose a question this evening or actually morning… i finished babysitting.. and silly me.. my cable was out in my neighborhood for a day.. but since i spent a day at my mom’s house.. i actually thought it may have been out for two days.. and just found out that it is now back on.. Great! Now i can actually catch up on this blog.. and on trying to do more research on the spoof card… or programs for voice recognition…
but right now.. i wanted to put down that on Sunday I had a great day with my mom… we spent most of the day visiting.. and watching movies at her home… just nice to have have a mom back as a friend… but today on the phone … an entirely different situation…
a letter being written about my mother’s last 30 years… really didn’t sound at like … first calling form the guard gate.. i had a mom who told me she wanted me to go with her to cosco.. to buy her things…. ??? what ?? my mom has never asked me for money….i mean my real mom never asked me for money and didn’t want to go somewhere if i wouldn’t buy her something???? then another call was a mean person calling me crazy… because she or he didn’t understand the research on biometric recognition of people over the phone.. or how these idiots have ruined my life… another person wrote a letter that only sounded like my mother’s writing and her eloquent way of making life here in Naples.. or travels… or even minimal events sound spectacular.. and wonderful… my mother’s letter from Saudi where she described in detail all the events of our first year in Saudi… is was amazing.. so wonderful…. i put it in my gingerbreadman.com blog…
but back to the question about someone altering your history.. any of millions of stories.. or events.. even of the current situation …. will it destroy your life? YES is the correct answer…
take for example.. in this so called letter..it was mentioned that my mom would want to stay in her current house… even if she won the lottery… but in fact i know for a fact.. the love she had for the beach… for living in Saudi right on the persian gulf… she LOVED IT…. would walk on the beach every day… in fact the love for the beach.. was one of the reason’s that she and my dad bought the condo on the beach.. and she always said she wanted to move back to the beach… in fact i put it as my affirmation.. that i wanted to buy her a condo in either the Remington… at bay colony or the Trieste… in bay colony.. in fact we had talked about the location.. the proximity to the ritz… and how nice it is…
My parents haven’t changed that much ..my family hasn’t changed that much but so many people keep screwing up the story of my life.. and really these little whores who like to ruin lives and reputations…with semi truths about families.. and about my family i guess to make their own family look great.???? how selfish and so petty and small minded… i mean.. i guess they are not friends.. which brings me to the point i should mention…that on the phone this evening… i was also told that the person on the phone was my mother.. not my friend??? my mother was one of my friends.. so were my sisters…. and also the girls had to get off the phone… maybe one of the whore to doors.. who needed to get back to her boys…. or to tonight’s services…. she also began to sing.. the best is yet to come.. before hanging up the phone… these weird phone conversations… 8 years of this crap… it just reminds me of all the bullies.. of my crying.. of all the suffering and infliction of emotional distress… totally not necessary… and not warranted and not requested… the wall street journals were all sold out at my closest publix… so i went to the publix by the vinyards..
my first thought of course was that not only are the “boys” back in town picking and choosing their month long living and sleeping arrangements.. but also the businesses that they will help to sponsor depending on their perceived intelligence.. and profitability… and then I was thinking of what I have learned from all these fakes…
is they are really great at picking and choosing a little/small or portion of anything .. they know part of a story… or they know a portion of a story… but not all the real details to make it authentic … they mix up histories.. stories.. and can ruin a life by changing everything…. its like playing telephone ( when you were kids…) and a message starts out one way. .. then is soo messed up by the end of the circle… how can you make it right again?
these stories… you can slant them or spin them anyway you want… i keep speaking to girls ow whoever on the phone… who seems to want to slant any of my life stores in the negative…. they want to belittle my life… or life experiences.. to belittle my family.. and how proud I am of my mother my father… and sisters…. its not a friend or great family member who would ever do that.. its actually not a great person who would do anything like that.. yes.. I’m sure they are insecure..and of course they have an agenda.. and they are not the type of person i would ever choose to be around… or to choose to have as a friend… they are not enough of a person to be authentic.. or genuine…. . but not really genuine enough to be REAL ….. they are not authentic… not at all!!!! and i really wish people would be authentic..honest…and genuine… and be real friends…especially on the phone… i miss chatting on the phone… to real friends and family…. ones who love you… and like you… shouldnt be too much to ask…..right?