Monday August 27th 2012@ just walk on egg shells for just one more day…..s…

Just walk on egg shells for just one  more day…. No one more week … no one more month….. no one more year….. before you can really start to live your life,,, before you will ever be able to get to have the life you wanted… before we finfish stealing your life, your  identity, your  dreams your  hopes, …. These people on the phone constantly want me to live in a life full of stress… always waiting for when this bad thing  is over.. then another   tragedy will occur… and  then another…. Wait to see what happens with your credit report… wait to see what happens with you identity theft… with you  credit score.. With your home ownership.. with your guardianship…. With this  or that….. then… oh then you will be allowed to go shopping… or to get new furniture.. or to get wood floors and granite countertops and plantation shutter… or when you will be able to  go back to school… and get the  MBA or go and  get that great career you always wanted… or  to take a class you always  thought would be fun,… or the tip you wanted to do with your friends or family.,…. Wait until  later to see your friends.. or have them over to  visit,. Or get to go see them.. or  decorate a guest  room for them to come over…. Wait   to see what  happens … before you start living your life again …. It’s only been 10 years that you haven’t been able to live you life… what is  one more year right? One more  month ? one more day…. That you  lose??????? Right????? ….  when some identity thief/ or actual thief  has robbed you of  your of security or of your  of safety… or of your life… or of your  passions…

What happened to the people who actually were my real friends and family.. who believed all things were possible.. who liked me and though I could accomplish great things in my lifetime…  and  wanted me to be really, really happy and to actually  have a life that was full of  checked off items on my  bucket list…..  I miss them every minute of every day….

It actually makes me cry….. when I start to think Iof aall have missed….  What my real life was supposed to be like…  who gave these criminal  people the ability to play god….