Well yesterday I was able to watch a few movies that I own on DVD…. While they were supposed to be on the television.. ( since I can’t receive those channels on television… HA!  But to my sheer delight… I  found that on channel 8 at 9  am I found  that  they show “ law and order”  now this is what is weird… cine I live in a condo  .. and all the condo’s are the same with the same wiring and cable running through all of them… why would I get channel 8 only on channel 9????????? And why would  someone have been able to manipulate my cable  and not any one else’s ..oh say perhaps a criminal… who liks  to mess with cables….like may alarm system…. And other wiring in my condo…  hummmmm  yep,  perhaps

 I know someone who doesn’t watch television.. Perhaps they decided in their executive manipulation of my  life that they had the power to take away something thy  didn’t need… that they .. were able to have the power like today… I mentioned that I was sooo happy to  be able to at least see one intelligent show on television … in the morning especially now while I   am working on clearing up a mildew issue…  so am elbow deep in working in my bedroom 

So get this…   this person  who heard me say that… I want to go and watch it( law and order)  .. what the  hell did they do….. I went in to my room… had the tv on… started watching it.. it started then poof….  The t v program was  all blacked out… It started .. then went to a black screen.. no law and order… All I could could of was how manipulative …. How  brutal… and how  evil… to take away  something  I enjoyed … was it the boy with the small ( you know  what….)  who has to compensate by feeling  big and powerful….  controlling girls.. and bulling them like karen kahel needs to do for someone to take away something you enjoy ..and to do it on purpose… hummmmm pretty psycho….. Very manipulative and very sick and evil….  

Then let’s go into the whole manipulating by fear….  Thng… telling me not to do this because …and just fill inthe blank of what horrid thing  is supposed to happen to me next….  What part of my life they will take away if I don’t … behave.. or do what is expected of me.. or what they want me to do that will be great for their lives but usually horrid for mine…   That is not my family.. not my friends… not what anyone who actually really knows me oar loves me would ever say or do….. like today I actually had my first apology… this fake horrid woman who is not my mom… told me over the  phone  that  I stole her Cartier watch….  And today they found it with her diamond necklace…. And on the phone the woman actually said she was sorry for accusing me..

 of course my real mom would have never in a million years ever even though such a disturbing and wrong assumption   about me….  Good god that is just ludicrous…. My mom knows my level of integrity…  and ethics. And knows that I have never stolen anything ……ever….  My mom loves me and actually wants to spend time with me….. Wants to make her daughter’s life better…. That’s what real mom’s do… they want you to be happy… they want you to find the love of your life.. they want you  to have a great life… full of wonderful experiences.. and of  amazing possessions.. And a life that is full of blessings…. Beautiful home… and children.. and a faithful and wonderful husband… a real mom or family does not take thing s away from  you life….like  you are in some third world country… where you are supposed to be censored. Or monitored. Or because you are a woman you are less than valuable….  That was definitely not my mom… my mom always  complimented me… I wonder if the conversations I had with these fake mom’s today… how o  it hurt my life and my Christmas…and who my family is… at least on  the phone….

By the one girl saying she was sorry… was that admitting that I had this horrid mom who actually thought I stole things…. Which I do not have…  and  when talking to her about ordering things on line to give as Christmas gifts…  to my sister Maura and my friend scott renshaw…  and even asking about the room rates in Naples during the holiday seasons…  hummmm the last phone  call I got… not a nice lady at all… in fact it had this rotary ring..and sounded funny…I told her to go and have Chris( there was a Kris Kelly who was helping   on line to take an order…. Who knows maybe it could be him…. )  or whoever is manipulating  my cables..and my phone…  sheesh..for the last ten years and purposely ruined my life… tell “them” to fix …..to fix everything… but of course they won’t… hacker freak gets a kick out of  manipulating lives… I even had one person tell me that I am supposed to speak Spanish… probably  because they  have some Spanish girl  stealing my identity..along with who know s who else these past ten years….  These are evil criminsls and they need to be stopped… HELP!they needed to be stopped ten years ago….  

wh to not receive certain channels?????? ….… well I only get it on channel 9 instead of channel…. 8 weird right… almost as if someon e was  manipulatin v my channels… I mena what type of psycho freak would take away the things that you love.. or manipulate yoru life to  harm you.. mus t be a controlling psycho freak….. who gets of on controlling woman