Fri. October 28th 2011@7:48am ( thank you card to my aunt … this post i need to move to my ginerbreadman website later… ) that letter

Dear Aunt Fran:    October 2011
Thank you for  the lovely flowers and for the t-shirt from the Ritz and the  Scarf and the curtains in the Saks fifth  avenue bag. 

Thank you for being on my side  for loving me and being my protector There are so many things i wanted to say to you ….  on  your visit…  about   how i admire you , our choices, your lifestyle and your ethics and  morals… i didn’t get a chance to tell you all of this… 

I have felt sooo isolated and  alone these past 10 years.. without the constant contact of my family and friends… I miss the life i should have been able to have .. it was supposed to be soo wonderful.  and something special…  I could have achieved so much if i hadn’ t had my identity stolen, or been subjected to cruel and in human criminals…

May God Bless an protect you always .. you  were  such a wonderful  mentor.. and your guidance and love and devotion will never be forgotten
All my Love, Mary Jean ziska

 I also wanted to say.. that  when i was telling  fred about  who you were…other than being my  mothers sister.. you  were wonderful… you made sooo many wonderful  decisions…
you chose a wonderful l man  to marry…  not only  a periodontist.. but  a soft spoken and  wise man  who i really didn’t get to know as well.. but he seemed  so sweet and kind… i never heard him raise his voice or  say an unkind word about anyone…

and together youseemed like such a great team.. and you made so many wise choises..  raliste choices… the home you had in cleveland.. i was told a fran k loyd webber design… grat choice… the condo in vail .. prime wonderful choice.. the condo on the  beach… her in Naples… all of it.. sooo wonderful.. you just  knew  the right choices to make to ensure a great future…     but not only were you a wonderful business woman.. you were so organized… with 7 kids you had to be …HA! but  you always seemed to be in complete control of everything…  and then their is the matter of your manners.. your poise.. your style.. you  always look impeccable… and well put together..  i could imaging e that so many woman and people would have wanted to be  your friend… and have them in  your life.. you add sooo much of everything… and i wanted to thank you for being a part of my life.. and helping to make my life better…
sheesh.. there  have been so many people who have just destroyed  my life… i wanted to thank you for saying you  were on my side…
I’m still a bit worried about your  comment … when you said the i am a strong girl..and that i can handle anything that is about to happen… I’m not sure what exactly that means… when Fred told me  to check my car .. then the next morning my  battery was dead …. i get really nervous about any predictions… i mean  really  nervous about  any predictions…for my life unless they are telling me that i will be the next multimillion dollar winner of the Florida stare lottery.. or something like that HA!…. anyway…  i love my Aunt Fran…..

. i was given every advantage and i didn’t do anythng wrogn except   trust the wrogn people… and  they took advantge of my innocence.. my nature.. and my  life and i am terrified thy have taken advantage of all my family , freinds and  anyoen else associted with me… to use and abuse as much as they have harmed my life…   

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