but I will never forget  or forgive and i will write it all over again … and i will prosecute and i will have them be responsible for the damage.. and i will make sure that  they pay for the damage they have  done to my life i will sue them for everything they ever had or will ever  have.. *-9 years….. of their crimes going gun punished….  way too long…  

so the stupid criminal are able to not only  ruin lives with their crimes but they believe that if they  get rid o f the evidence discredit me….. that since they have already separated me form anyone who can ever help me.. and who ever  knew me.. and whoever loved me.. that it will be ok since they have already stolen everything including businesses…. and now what i had written…  my blog type journal.. … to document all the  harm…  that has damaged me but since there is some slime who is stealing my life.. i guess the mom of the at little imposter  doesn’t want her daughter to have to have gone though….selfishly thinking of their lives.. not of me.. or helping me to stop the harm.. or the damage… but they are always sooo selfish.. but then they have no morals no soul.. no feelings for anyone else but their own … and of course they don’t  want to be caught for their criminal behavior….. any of what i had really gone thought ..  what am i just supposed to get over it.. shut up and keep quiet.. what ???? 

they consider my life not to matter.. and are  making  sure that I don’t matter to anyone else.. . l that I won’t matter and  no one will care.. or believe me.. or care…  and its pretty obvious that they believe that if they erase the  evidence… or anything Ii ever said about the crimes or criminals… that then if they erase teh evidence.the specifics. that then they will get away with everythng.. and they have for 8 years they  have been  able to harm me and to keep doing it consistently … and  methodically… and have been able to get away with it… ..and no one helps to rectify the  situation .. epecially when they have committed the  crimes..   try to get rid of the crime… by geting rid of my  very specific detailed accounting  of the cirme… of the criminals…  including the licenses plate numbers… the dates the places.. the items missing .. the people suspected.. and eh people i knew who harmed me… ..descriptions  of cars. or items missingor gone or people… 

this is my  property..it is stealing of my personnel property to hack onto  this blog and to try to change  or modify or even delete the information… that is illegal.  Its my intellectual property… each page says copyrighted.. by me mary jean ziska.. that  means i own the website and  the  blog

I had printed out  a sections of my blog intending to  send it to the  proper authorities t make sure that  everything is  documented……documented as to  how much these people have damaged my life and what laws they broke and  who broke them! ( if i knew… many of the  posts of karn kahel and her criminal activity..her bulling and her trespassing and how she did it are not here … also the comments i made about the  Florida statutes  and the  laws broken are not here..  these were definitely my own gathering of information,  of my own experiences..  and defiantly my own thoughts and my own statements about the crimes they committed against me…  against me mary jean ziska…  .. many  blog posts are gone. 

the person who hacked onto my website has to be the  same  group  who were pretending to be my mother on  a caller id that was just like her number… and  to my website and blog is a criminals.. it had to be the  same group of women and kids who were harassing me and threatening to turn of my cable… if i hadn’t removed any information about karne kahel by noon… when they had probably already hacked onto my account and started removing all the  posts they didn’t  like….. and when they found out the website owner… they just did what they wanted instead of going to through proper legal channels and getting a cease and assist order from the courts ..     

they did not want me to mention that karn kahel bullied me  when she would  run into   the  strand from Carlton lakes.. that she would say mean things to me until I  was shaking and crunched over and ready to throw up that one time she even  jumped up and down  and yelled that she won she won… … that  she was screwing some guy with a full head of hair when i was introduced to a bald guy as her husband…  in a swimming pool when i was babysitting for her son greyson  who was only three months old at the time…  that when i told my dad the story… he said the baby was probably  not her husband … but the guy she was  having the affair with…  because no real normal mother would  start an affair when they have a three month  old baby… but hen again i don’t think   of her that way..  I mean its her choice to be immoral or to sleep with strange guys… i mentioned before about how she tried to get me to meet favio and wanted me to lease a bmw… from him.. 

they wanted me to erase how gerard had called and told me that  he wanted to kill my mother… that the was in the mafia.. and that  because of the damage thy caused with their group of bullies, of thieves and liars.. the people who steal businesses.. they want to continue …. i mean they have been really successful in ruining lives.in stealing identities.and in stealing property and  in stealing  everything…They wanted to discredit me.. to keep me quiet… and to keep me scared and  frightened to do anything .. to speak up.. to  seek justice…

they ant to control the situation and by doing that i mean thy want to control me.. they try to control what i can do fora business.. by stealing the businesses I worked on without a paycheck… they want to   control who  believes me  me by  spreading a bunch of lies.. and trying to  discredit anything that has happened to me..

as if it is not a big thing to steal from me.. they have convinced themselves and others that I don’t   matter… they ruined my life and to them it doesn’t matter.. they are somehow doing anything they want .. to me … they just didn’t  want any evidence of it. or they didn’t want to get in trouble for it…  they are soo brave right?  so self righteous.. so criminal…

they stole  my first amendment right to free speech..  my voice.. my freedom to express  my  thoughts  and to say what I wanted  to say .. 

they wanted  to control what i can say ..or what i can write…  they ‘ve screwed up the  phone lines so they  can control who i get to talk to… and who I can Skype…   they’ve   stolen business so they have stolen  jobs and  that is the money that  would  provide freedom  to buy what i want .. or do anything i want..to live the life i want …

 to keep quiet..to take of all that information that could  prevent  anyone  else from being bullied from being harmed..
and give information for  protecting themselves.. because who ever hacked on to  my computer website and blog … its the same group that took  the information of my  external hard drive..and from the  laptop that n w does not work…   it was all done  intentionally and i think they may have been worried when i started to write the police reports on line.. and the state attorney office wrote back…  i think that is what made them go through the  website and the blog.. and  want to get rid of the evidence i have soo carefully detailed to make sure that   i had proof that the damage  that these people have done is permanent and extensive…

not like the girl that Gerard bragged he ran off the road and she became  paralyzed… and he is paying for her bills even though  he never slept with her… 

these are criminals.. selfish criminals.. but Ii guess there probably aren’t many generous and thoughtful and kind criminals.. right?

Now, I  have to start all over… … … when i need to fix my credit  because of the  fraudulent accounts on my credit report …. go to court because of my home.. my guardian… and everything.. they ruined y life… since 2002… r before… these criminals  ruined my life…  I’m surprised they  haven’t  killed me to stop me from  talking…. maybe that is in my future..

Hey maybe  they will try to control  me….by what ? hummm  maybe they will try to contol me an drug me… or try to brake my car again so i can’t go anywhere… or steal my money  so that i cant  go anywhere… or what??? they pretty much do what ever they  want to me .. and they get away with it… and they have since 2002…unless hey have been stealing my identity even before that